My heart is currently hurting. I don't usually post anything or what not because to be completely honest, I like to be invisible for the most part. As many know on December 18 at around 6:10 KST, the world lost an amazing soul, Kim Jonghyun from Shinee. It breaks my heart that such a talented person chose to end his life due to depression. It angers me that while he reached out for help, he was ignored. Depression is a disease that is like cancer; where it eats away at you until there is nothing left. But unlike cancer, there are no "physical" symptoms. You can hide everything with a smile.
Heaven gained an angel that shined brightly here on earth. I pray that his soul is resting peacefully now and he can truly soar. I pray that the members of Shinee, his family, SM, his close friends, and Shawols will eventually find peace in time and hopefully will be able to smile again.
I have been a fan since debut. I absolutely loved their chemistry and couldn't wait for the five to be on stage together again.
Jonghyun-oppa, you did well. You were one of the best. You were, and forever will be, loved and missed. You worked hard and I hope you finally found your peace. Please watch over your family, friends, Shinee brothers, and lastly Shawols. For that, you will forever live in our hearts...