SilverPheonix6

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Hi everyone!
          	
          	Welcome back to "how much do I hate myself today!"
          	
          	The answer is well...the same..
          	
          	Just fucking kill me already.
          	
          	Life is so much fun! 
          	
          	All the self-loathing!
          	
          	The constantly feeling like garbage!
          	
          	Always being the fucking problem!
          	
          	Always being told theres always something wrong with me! Like hurting all the time or something!
          	
          	Not even knowing if I'm actually me!
          	
          	Being a major fucking failure!
          	
          	Being told I'm lying all the time!
          	
          	It's just so much fun!
          	
          	Especially knowing that when I tell people that can genuinely help me, I'm just completely ignored and told my problem isn't real because I talked about it!
          	
          	Yeah, that ACTUALLY FUCKING HAPPENED! 
          	
          	So much fun!
          	
          	Man...i hope I don't wake up tomorrow.
          	
          	Oh well, I can dream but it'll never be real! :D
          	
          	Yay.....
          	
          	Urgh...

Mason_Gill

I PROMISE that someone is willing and able to listen to you and try to help you 
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Mason_Gill

The people who are telling you your problems aren’t real are pieces of sh!t who don’t deserve being in your thoughts  Please, try looking for someone anywhere, online or in person that will actually give half a sh!t about your VERY REAL issues, even if they won’t be able to help the same way the people who ignore you would have. I said it before, your not worthless and your not a failure man, YOU DESERVE TO WANT TO BE ALIVE
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the_mentallyfuperkid

@SilverPheonix6... have you ever heard of something called the  vinland saga
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AkiraGx007

Merry Christmas. I hope, I really hope, that you're at least a little better. I'm sorry I didn't text you before, I just... I didn't know what to say to show some clarity this time.
          
          I really hope that one day your life can be as happy as possible, but until then, try to keep going.
          
          For yourself.

SilverPheonix6

@AkiraGx007 merry Christmas to you as well .
            
            And thank you
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SilverPheonix6

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Hi everyone!
          
          Welcome back to "how much do I hate myself today!"
          
          The answer is well...the same..
          
          Just fucking kill me already.
          
          Life is so much fun! 
          
          All the self-loathing!
          
          The constantly feeling like garbage!
          
          Always being the fucking problem!
          
          Always being told theres always something wrong with me! Like hurting all the time or something!
          
          Not even knowing if I'm actually me!
          
          Being a major fucking failure!
          
          Being told I'm lying all the time!
          
          It's just so much fun!
          
          Especially knowing that when I tell people that can genuinely help me, I'm just completely ignored and told my problem isn't real because I talked about it!
          
          Yeah, that ACTUALLY FUCKING HAPPENED! 
          
          So much fun!
          
          Man...i hope I don't wake up tomorrow.
          
          Oh well, I can dream but it'll never be real! :D
          
          Yay.....
          
          Urgh...

Mason_Gill

I PROMISE that someone is willing and able to listen to you and try to help you 
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Mason_Gill

The people who are telling you your problems aren’t real are pieces of sh!t who don’t deserve being in your thoughts  Please, try looking for someone anywhere, online or in person that will actually give half a sh!t about your VERY REAL issues, even if they won’t be able to help the same way the people who ignore you would have. I said it before, your not worthless and your not a failure man, YOU DESERVE TO WANT TO BE ALIVE
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the_mentallyfuperkid

@SilverPheonix6... have you ever heard of something called the  vinland saga
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SilverPheonix6

GOOD NEWS FOLKS!
          
          i've managed to steal (not really) the internet downstairs that NORMALLY doesn't work. but it works!
          
          so that means i CAN write stories! and in fact, i can guarantee that not even a few minutes after writing this, a new chapter for Oshi No Ko will be live!
          
          love you <3

SilverPheonix6

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Hi everyone. Little update.
          
          So it turns out my router has well...fucking died. So that means I have NO WIFI!
          
          So what does that mean you may ask!?
          
          Every story can NOT be written right now. Because ei have no WiFi! Yay!
          
          God damn it.

SilverPheonix6

@AkiraGx007 save me full Internet hell
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thatcatmonke

Henlo! I really liked the chapter of Magic Gun
          
          pls continue that :)

SilverPheonix6

@thatcatmonke hi! Glad your enjoying the story, If your unaware u uploaded thr newest chapter today, and I'm not going to stop updating it within the foreseeable future.
            
            So you won't have to worry about me not confusing it :D
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Mason_Gill

@SilverPheanix6 Monthly homie checkup. U OK homie?

Mason_Gill

@SilverPheonix6 Cyberpunk 2077 slang for "friend" or something along those lines
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SilverPheonix6

weird question. i have an idea that's currently in the draft stages. it's not a fanfiction. (woah, how illegal of me,)
          
          instead, it's a (hopefully) original idea of an isekai into an otome game setting, just like all of those animes. 
          
          if you do, just like idk give me a thumbs up or say yes.
          
          if you don't...then either 1. say no. or if its published, 2. just don't read it.

the_mentallyfuperkid

@SilverPheonix6  nah it's a way of appreciation of one of the best writers I know 
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the_mentallyfuperkid

@AlteredLumos kids in my school call me big. D. Randy because of my physical characteristics, and height. So watch out for me in Christmas cuz I will be getting a piece of that ahh
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