SilverStorm8

Ok, I will be severely disappointed if something happens that what I’m about to tell you about….. again. 
          	
          	I am feeling better, starting to at least. I’ve finished multiple segments in general recently, for both chapter 16 of Reborn through Plasma (RtP) and the rewrite of my Ninjago fic. As well as getting more done with the rewriting of the first chapter of RtP, there’s a chance that that will come out before chapter 16 unless I somehow add 30000 words… I just checked, whilst I know the doc includes every word, even the ones at the very top of the chapter, it’s already above 700 words compared to the original chapter’s 1.2k. And I’m really trying to keep it the same, it’s already so different from the original. 
          	
          	Wish me luck 

SilverStorm8

Feel terrible again 
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SilverStorm8

Ok, I will be severely disappointed if something happens that what I’m about to tell you about….. again. 
          
          I am feeling better, starting to at least. I’ve finished multiple segments in general recently, for both chapter 16 of Reborn through Plasma (RtP) and the rewrite of my Ninjago fic. As well as getting more done with the rewriting of the first chapter of RtP, there’s a chance that that will come out before chapter 16 unless I somehow add 30000 words… I just checked, whilst I know the doc includes every word, even the ones at the very top of the chapter, it’s already above 700 words compared to the original chapter’s 1.2k. And I’m really trying to keep it the same, it’s already so different from the original. 
          
          Wish me luck 

SilverStorm8

Feel terrible again 
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SilverStorm8

……. I found the cause as to why I’ve been having trouble thinking of what to write and how to write it for my stories. It’s the same god damn medication that was messing with my eyes. My mom and dad take similar medications and it has apparently been giving my dad… darker thoughts for a day after he takes it, and making my mom depressed now that she’s not on it. 
          
          Do I really have to do this in parts?

LiquidGold_Stories

@SilverStorm8 | I'd say you need a break, whether it's a day or two or up to a week or two. Sit with some tea/coffee and just stare out the window for 20-30 minutes. It helps me.
            
            I hope you feel better soon.
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FoulEncoder471

@SilverStorm8 No one is rushing you Silver, take as much time as you need. Most importantly, focus on yourself and your health first, take care, buddy.
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SilverStorm8

            And of course once the medication I originally took finally got out of my system (apparently it was a stronger dose form a different brand that caused it) my mom gives me a smaller dose of her medicine to help me with my… eating issue. I stopped it for a week and immediately started feeling a bit better, but still feeling side effects. 
            
            I basically have a mixture of both, of what my mom and dad have, I have to force myself to think (something very abnormal for me) and sometimes I just can’t do anything, I think the only reason I don’t feel depressed (or as depressed) like my mom is because the logical side of my mind (which has recently started to pretend to act like Shockwave to an extent) as stated how illogical it is. Though it doesn’t really stop the darker thoughts in high stress emotional moments
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SilverStorm8

It’s my birthday today!
          
          That’s it. Idk what else to put here beyond that. Ok! I actually feel normal today! Like mind running at 1mil mph normal. My eyes aren’t burning more unless they get really watery and I touch them, my eyes feel fine, but I doubt my vision itself got better, but I’ll take what I can get at this point 

FoulEncoder471

@SilverStorm8 Happy Birthday, Silver, hope you have a wonderful day.
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SilverStorm8

Hi readers, uh, I just wanted to let everyone know that I’ve been taking a break from writing (like an actual break without writing anything) mainly because of a mixture of writers block, stuff that has been happening with my eyes (which feels like they’re slowly getting better) among other things.
          
          This means that I have barely added anything to the next Reborn through Plasma (RtP) chapter, and for that, I apologize. But I have recently been slowly adding more to it, I am going to have to force myself to write more to jumpstart my mind to begin writing, it’s a strange process with how my mind works.
          
          So yeah, that’s about it, if there was anything more I have already forgotten about it. If you have any questions just ask, I’ll usually be able to respond in a short amount of time, depends whether Wattpad decides to give me a notification 

SilverStorm8

Found what I hope is the reason my eyes have been acting up. It’s a side effect of a medication I take, one I’ve been taking since the end of 24, sudden increase of blood sugar or pressure, no matter how healthy, can damage my eyesight. Hopefully it will heal. I’m not taking the medication anymore

SilverStorm8

This is the simplified version 
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SilverStorm8

Nearly 3k words on something new I’m working on. I’m sure that anyone who’s been reading my message board/httyd book will know what I’m talking about. 
          
          But the next RtP chapter will be delayed because of this, but in a way, what I’m currently working on can give me a different perspective on Cinder’s character. 
          
          I just feel like I had to let you guys know, even though I have no real obligation to. It’s just, I still really haven’t gotten too much better since December, my body… well I honestly don’t know what it’s doing to me anymore. But I’m pretty sure I’m good for now 

SilverStorm8

What do you think of this?
          
          I may try to have 2 episodes for each chapter instead of just one per chapter, this should allow me to quicken the pace of the story by a little bit, but not to the point where it could ruin the story. This way the chapters can still be around the same length or maybe even longer than I’ve ever done before 

Acidicus132

@SilverStorm8 that sounds like a cool idea,just don't stress yourself out 
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