Silver_1014

Here is the second part to my previous announcement :)
          	
          	I just don't feel like my story is that good anymore and at times I feel almost like I've crossed a boundary I should have respected before. And because I've crossed it, I am sincerely very sorry. There is always a boundary you need to respect while writing fanfiction (Especially when it's based on a show like South Park) and that's something I hadn't taken into account beforehand. But even though I didn't before I know I Should now. 
          	
          	The best part about this whole entire experience has been all of you amazing people who have supported me through so much this entire time. I feel so grateful for all this absolutely beautiful support you all have given me over time. I feel like I might cry just thinking about it because all of you really do warm my heart with every comment, vote, and overall love you send me. I think that it's why I've kept Unrequited as it is for so long, because of all of you. <3
          	But I do have to make a change to the story by changing it to something that isn't South Park and something that's original for the better. I'm in the process of doing so right now and I am pretty confident that it will turn out okay in the end. I really do hope that you will all still enjoy the story even though it's no longer associated with the fandom, but if you don't I understand and I won't force you to feel any differently. I think that the new version should be out sooner than later and once again thank you all so much for your support. 
          	I can't say it enough, thank you, thank you for everything. From the amazing support to the comments I love to read, I really couldn't ask for anything more. All of you guys are amazing. <3

apriqott

@Silver_1014 good luck! I'm sure it will turn out great and we'll all be there to read and support it! :)) 
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Silver_1014

@Allison587271 Thank you so much!! I do to :))
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Allison587271

@Silver_1014 That’s great! Hoping the original turns out good!
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Silver_1014

Here is the second part to my previous announcement :)
          
          I just don't feel like my story is that good anymore and at times I feel almost like I've crossed a boundary I should have respected before. And because I've crossed it, I am sincerely very sorry. There is always a boundary you need to respect while writing fanfiction (Especially when it's based on a show like South Park) and that's something I hadn't taken into account beforehand. But even though I didn't before I know I Should now. 
          
          The best part about this whole entire experience has been all of you amazing people who have supported me through so much this entire time. I feel so grateful for all this absolutely beautiful support you all have given me over time. I feel like I might cry just thinking about it because all of you really do warm my heart with every comment, vote, and overall love you send me. I think that it's why I've kept Unrequited as it is for so long, because of all of you. <3
          But I do have to make a change to the story by changing it to something that isn't South Park and something that's original for the better. I'm in the process of doing so right now and I am pretty confident that it will turn out okay in the end. I really do hope that you will all still enjoy the story even though it's no longer associated with the fandom, but if you don't I understand and I won't force you to feel any differently. I think that the new version should be out sooner than later and once again thank you all so much for your support. 
          I can't say it enough, thank you, thank you for everything. From the amazing support to the comments I love to read, I really couldn't ask for anything more. All of you guys are amazing. <3

apriqott

@Silver_1014 good luck! I'm sure it will turn out great and we'll all be there to read and support it! :)) 
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Silver_1014

@Allison587271 Thank you so much!! I do to :))
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Allison587271

@Silver_1014 That’s great! Hoping the original turns out good!
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Silver_1014

Hey everyone! Recently I have been facing lots of internal revolving around my fanfiction, it is both good and bad but I thought I should inform all of you. I've noticed that I have begun to resent Unrequited more recently for several different reasons that I've kind of been pushing away for much too long now. First, I am no longer really as into South Park and the fandom compared to how I once was. I still will still watch it every once in a while and have the best time but I wouldn't consider myself an active member of the fanbase anymore. Another thing that I dislike about Unrequited is the messy plot that I created much too soon with hardly any thought at all. I hate later chapters after The First Snow and I honestly feel like I should have just ended it there for so many reasons. I have really been considering just cutting out entire chapters because of this to make a better reading experience in the end that I don't feel like you amazing people are getting.
          Finally, something that has been on my mind a lot is how this all might affect my future later on. I feel uncreative and untalented for creating such messy fanfiction sometimes and I really am considering switching the characters to original ones because of it. I'm running out of room but I will post another announcement shortly :))

apriqott

@Silver_1014 I understand if you want to change it and make it more organized, or more your own, but enough putting yourself down!! you are an amazing author and many people have loved the things that you've wrote.  I enjoyed all of the chapters after 'the first show' and thought that they were great! give yourself some credit dude :) you wouldn't have people supporting or praising your work if it wasn't great to read, or if it didn't evoke emotion. 
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Silver_1014

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Holy shit you guys!! I might have the opportunity to enter Unrequited as a potential book for The Wattys! If someone came up to me and told me that a few months ago, I would have just about passed out right there on the spot. I can't thank you all enough for the amazing support and I quite honestly don't know how to express my gratefulness for all of you incredible people through words. I think I might submit Unrequited, but if I do so I'm not sure I would keep it as a South Park fanfiction. Honestly, I've kind of fallen out with the fandom recently, and although I still have a love for the show I don't know if I'm as much of a fan as I used to be. That being said, if I were to replace this current version with original characters I would still post Unrequited with South Park characters onto another account so it's not gone. (I do still have a soft spot for Style and I don't want to get rid of it completely.) Let me know what you guys think and whether or not changing it to an original would be a bad idea or not. I literally can't thank all of you enough for everything, I couldn't have gotten here without you :)

apriqott

@Silver_1014 although I would totally miss this story, and am a huge softie for style, I'm super excited for you. this story is great and if you think that original characters would be best for it, then go for it! this is a great opportunity. but I HAVE to say, I really hope you keep the style version up  I still find myself coming back and reading it from time to time. and id miss them LOL 
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Renasaur246

@Silver_1014 
            I understand not being happy with your work and having always been surrounded by artists, I can tell you that an artist is never really satisfied with their art. 
            You're really talented and I love your work. I hope you can find a way to be happy and proud of what you've created.
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Silver_1014

@Renasaur246 I'm not sure quite yet, honestly, I've kind of begun to resent the fanfiction I've written. The plot is so messy and there are so many parts I'm embarrassed by. I know that changing it wouldn't completely fix that but it might help, I think I can just make it so much better if it were no longer fanfiction I suppose. :)
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Silver_1014

Hey everyone! I think that I'm going to take a break from the fanfiction world for my mental health. I've been questioning a lot of things recently and I'm kind of considering taking a step back from posting. I've realized that I'm moving on from a former chapter of my life and although all of you have been amazing, I just need to take some time to myself to reconsider a few things. I don't know when I'm going to start posting again but for the time being, I would just like to focus on the present, and right now I just have to take time to recollect myself. I am truly so grateful for all the support that all of you have given me this past year and your love is what's kept me around for such a long time. I hope to return one day and I'm not sure when that will be but I just need to take some time for myself. Thank you all once again for everything you've done for me. I mean it from the bottom of my heart, you guys are the best :)

Allison587271

@Silver_1014 you’re welcome! Mental health comes first 
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Silver_1014

@Allison587271 Thank you so much for understanding!! :))
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Allison587271

@Silver_1014 it’s okay! Do what’s best for you :]
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Silver_1014

Okay, so this might seem a little weird. And I'm still on the fence about it because it will probably take a lot of time and effort. But what would you guys think if I turned my most recent fanfiction, Broken Hearts and Lost Spirits, into an original story? Would that be weird or uninteresting, would you guys still like to read it? I feel like it might be easier for me to write it this way and given how mature the story's content is it also might be a little more appropriate. I'm really considering it but if you guys don't think it will be a good idea, please let me know :)

Silver_1014

Sometimes I just lack motivation, and recently it's been one of those times. I'm not quite sure why but I really am still trying. I need to keep my head up for when it gets better and most important I have to keep up things for all you amazing people.  Things will be okay, but some days I just worry my writing drones on and on. And those are the days my motivation is lacking, still I will keep working hard. :)

ribcagee

Do you have any social media other than Wattpad? I'd love to follow you on other platforms! 

Silver_1014

Thank you for asking! I don’t have any social media at the moment  But! I was thinking about starting an account on either Instagram or tumble soon dedicated to my drawing and writing. I will let you know when I start up my account :) I do however have an ao3 account! My username is SilverVelvet_13 
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hypnotichaze

I read your first work offline but I’m so hyped for your newest one! Unrequited is my favorite Style fanfic atm :) It was such a ride and I’m really excited to read more of your amazing writing <3

Silver_1014

@hypnotichaze Yayy! I'm so happy to hear you say that, and I feel so honored Unrequited is currently one of your favorites! I'm excited that you're reading my works and thank you so much for your kind words. <3
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Silver_1014

Hi! I hope everyone is doing well! I am so happy to say that I just posted the first chapter to my second story on this platform!! It is also posted on my Ao3 account at SilverVelvet_12 if you would like to read it there instead. I'm really proud of it so far and it would mean so much to me if you guys checked it out. I hope that you love it and I will be sure to keep you posted. :)

Silver_1014

@Allison587271 Yayyyy! I’m so happy to hear you say that :)
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Allison587271

Omg I’m gonna read it soon
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