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I’ll be 22 in 30 days definitely feels really weird seeing how I started this account when I was 15 or 16 

I’ll be 21 in 11 days

You know what sucks.....the fact that it’s only been a year since Ivan left but it honestly it feels like it’s been hell of a lot longer then that .....

So I don’t think I will continue with my band fanfic books anymore just it’s something I’m not as into anymore but I want to start writing anime fanfics. So I’ll give you guys a list of anime I’ve watched (just cause it would be kind of difficult for me to write a fanfic about an anime I haven’t seen because it’s easier for me to write a fanfic if I know about the characters) 
          -Black Butler
          -Tokyo Ghoul
          -Vampire Knight 
          -Fruits Basket (both 2001 and 2019 not that it matters)
          -Maid Sama!
          -My Hero Academia 
          -Jojos Bizarre Adventure (currently watching that)
          -Blue Exorcist 
          -Kamisama Kiss 
          
          Now these are just a few I’ve seen I know that there are a shit ton more I’ve seen I just can’t remember them all. Now if you have any recommendations of anime’s I should watch please feel free to pm them or leave them in the comments!!

Even though it’s only been a year since Ivan aka @Excitementbythehart left, it feels like it’s been a lot longer. It’s been 3 years since Aiden aka @xXxDeadorAlivexXx- but it also feels like it’s been forever, 3 years and 1 year is a long time but it feels like an eternity since I last talked to them both.

I started Wattpad about 5 years ago and it was amazing! I met some of the most amazing people and made some pretty cool friends.
          Wattpad In 2014 was just overall amazing it’s where I met my first boyfriend Talon, my first best friend and brother Bloody Bro, Ivan who was also my best friend and my Wattpad dad and later Aiden my Wattpad twin brother, Jewels and Danny or as I called him DANANA who was my bestest friend (I know bestest isn’t a word) I had a whole Wattpad family cause that’s what some of us did we met people made friends with them and added them to our list of family members.....
          But over the years they all sorta left and now it’s 2019 I’m 20 years old and all those people are gone.....I don’t have the messages anymore because overtime Wattpad deletes them which sucks but I don’t need the messages to remember them... in 2014 Wattpad was free of adds and you didn’t have to buy coins to read a book that is extremely popular, now I’m not saying these people who write the popular books shouldn’t be paid I’m just saying that Wattpad started as an app that was meant to be a place for you to read books for free....Wattpad just isn’t the same anymore it doest have the same energy as it once used to and it’s sad.....I’m not trashing the app it’s still a good app it’s just different now......
          I haven’t made the decision on whether or not I’ll be deleting my account....I might just logout and delete the app....I’m not sure yet. But if I do I’ll let you guys know.

I don’t know if anyone really cares that I’ve been gone for like FUCKING EVER! But I’m sorry I’ve been really stressed out and a lot of shit has been going on in my life it’s kinda calmed down now so I’ll try to be on here more and update my books more even though I’ve already said this before. Anyways I’m really sorry!

This new Wattpad update is so freaking weird. Cool but weird.

I’ll be 20 years old in 15 days

I find it annoying and slightly rude when people post things like “if you don’t message me/us within (insert amount of days) with out warning me/us, then you will be unfollowed and blocked immediately.” BUT!! they can message you when ever they feel like it and when you block them they get pissed. 
          
          Sorry I’m not trying to make anyone mad I just needed to get this off my chest.