Silver_Soul2024

How do you live with this pain? When all you want to do is rip the world apart, rip yourself apart or tear away at everything that made you become the way you are. 
          	
          	When your chest is burning and the ever-bleeding wound that aches and burns is making you choke on the hot blood scratching at your throat and suffocating you to the brink of death. 
          	
          	When your lungs are iron-hot and every breath is tight, making the air entering with each breath so unbearable that you want to claw at your neck until you've got everything out. 
          	
          	When you can't bear the feeling of being you, when you can't bear the body you're trapped inside and when you can't bear the chest that betrays you with ever shuddered intake and every painful wrench of the heart. 
          	
          	When you're so alone and so disappointed in this world that you can't even bother with hating it anymore. When you're so, so angry but also unimaginably tired that even sleeping forever isn't going to cure the aching of your bones. 
          	
          	When your heart is on fire but also sunken deep into a frosty numbness. When you keep fighting and keep losing and keep pulling together the pieces of your shattered soul and keep harboring feelings that cannot possibly fit into that pitfully small vessel that is you.... 
          	
          	When you can't stop but can't go on, when your everything falls apart, what do you do then?
          	

Silver_Soul2024

@I_am_confused_daily Thank you *hugs back*. Being powerless is part of the problem, but I guess it's also the solution, because what a human to do when there is nothing to be done but to carry on? 
Balas

I_am_confused_daily

I hope the pain ends for you <3 
Balas

I_am_confused_daily

@Goodys2 I'm not going to say deal with it that won't work. I'm not going to say live with it cause that won't work either. The best I can say is focus on the positive things... as cliche as it sounds.
Balas

Silver_Soul2024

How do you live with this pain? When all you want to do is rip the world apart, rip yourself apart or tear away at everything that made you become the way you are. 
          
          When your chest is burning and the ever-bleeding wound that aches and burns is making you choke on the hot blood scratching at your throat and suffocating you to the brink of death. 
          
          When your lungs are iron-hot and every breath is tight, making the air entering with each breath so unbearable that you want to claw at your neck until you've got everything out. 
          
          When you can't bear the feeling of being you, when you can't bear the body you're trapped inside and when you can't bear the chest that betrays you with ever shuddered intake and every painful wrench of the heart. 
          
          When you're so alone and so disappointed in this world that you can't even bother with hating it anymore. When you're so, so angry but also unimaginably tired that even sleeping forever isn't going to cure the aching of your bones. 
          
          When your heart is on fire but also sunken deep into a frosty numbness. When you keep fighting and keep losing and keep pulling together the pieces of your shattered soul and keep harboring feelings that cannot possibly fit into that pitfully small vessel that is you.... 
          
          When you can't stop but can't go on, when your everything falls apart, what do you do then?
          

Silver_Soul2024

@I_am_confused_daily Thank you *hugs back*. Being powerless is part of the problem, but I guess it's also the solution, because what a human to do when there is nothing to be done but to carry on? 
Balas

I_am_confused_daily

I hope the pain ends for you <3 
Balas

I_am_confused_daily

@Goodys2 I'm not going to say deal with it that won't work. I'm not going to say live with it cause that won't work either. The best I can say is focus on the positive things... as cliche as it sounds.
Balas

-taiyaki

If you were killed, I wouldn’t be at your funeral
          
          I would be in jail for killing the person who killed you.
          
          We are true friends
          
          We ride together, we die together,
          
          Send this to everyone you care about including me, if you care
          
          See how many times you get this
          
          I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever. 
          
          If I don’t get this back I understand,
          
          But I have a game for you.
          
          Once you read this letter, send it to 15 people including me.
          
          If you get 3 back you are loved.
          
          Nobody knows how important something is, until they lose it.
          
          Tonight (right at 12:00 am) the person you love will realise they love you.
          
          Then, at 1:00 am or 2:00 am be ready for the shock of your life!
          
          If you break this chain, you will have bad luck.
          
          With love, send this to the 15 peoples.
          
          If you don’t you will turn ugly in one year.
          
          A friend told me to do this so passed it on
          
          Tomorrow 2 boys/girls will ask, can I have your number?
          
          Send this to 15 nice people or bad luck starts for a whole year
          
          This is not fake.
          
          Apparently, if you copy and paste this, you will have the best day of your life tomorrow!
          
          Good luck!

Silver_Soul2024

@ -taiyaki  ❤❤
Balas

randomleafff

thx for following me? why did u follow me tho, i don't even have any good content 
          Thanks nonetheless!
          also WE ARE ALL WEEEEBBBBSSSS

Silver_Soul2024

@ xxABrokenMemoryxx  hahaha all weebs are my friends, also you replied to a comment of mine on some bnha fanfiction or something  that's how I find new friends to follow ✌✌
Balas

sazurem

Hey there! Thanks a lot for the follow! xx
          
          Please so check out my books :)

sazurem

@hiwatarigurl thanks a lot! I sure will!
Balas

Silver_Soul2024

@ hiwatarigurl  You're welcome my friend. And I just did, it's a pretty good book, check out mine if you're interested ❤
Balas