Silversoul

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Please tell the ghosts I'm not going there tonight. Or any other night. I don't know if it's because of bravery or because of cowardness. Maybe it's faith, maybe it's fear. Maybe it's all the love I receive, that I so selfishly convince myself I do not. 
          
          Maybe it's just hormones, maybe it's just fever dreams. But the fantom urge to listen to the ghosts is certainly strong this night. 
          
          It's actually strong every night. 
          
          I can't deny that I forget about the ghosts under the scorching sun, but when the sun kisses me good night, the ghosts are already there again. 
          
          Why the hell are you here? You have millions of others, much more worthy of your whispers, why do you come to me? What within the laughs, the success, the love and the appreciation, made you think I would be able to even begin hearing your whispers? I was supposed to be born ghost-deaf. I should not even possess the capability to perceive these fantoms. Then why the hell do you dwell beside my ear?! 
          
          I hate you. But what I hate more is me liking you. Liking your whispers. Wishing I could just listen to you. 
          
          What would it be like, if I just complied with you? I'm too scared to find out, and I'm too tired to take the risks. 
          
          The sun will keep rising, but it'll keep disappearing every night too. 
          
          Stamina has never been my strong suit, but stubbornness is. So let's keep saying goodbye to the sun together, my dear ghosts, until you get tired of me and say farewell on your very own....

How do you live with this pain? When all you want to do is rip the world apart, rip yourself apart or tear away at everything that made you become the way you are. 
          
          When your chest is burning and the ever-bleeding wound that aches and burns is making you choke on the hot blood scratching at your throat and suffocating you to the brink of death. 
          
          When your lungs are iron-hot and every breath is tight, making the air entering with each breath so unbearable that you want to claw at your neck until you've got everything out. 
          
          When you can't bear the feeling of being you, when you can't bear the body you're trapped inside and when you can't bear the chest that betrays you with ever shuddered intake and every painful wrench of the heart. 
          
          When you're so alone and so disappointed in this world that you can't even bother with hating it anymore. When you're so, so angry but also unimaginably tired that even sleeping forever isn't going to cure the aching of your bones. 
          
          When your heart is on fire but also sunken deep into a frosty numbness. When you keep fighting and keep losing and keep pulling together the pieces of your shattered soul and keep harboring feelings that cannot possibly fit into that pitfully small vessel that is you.... 
          
          When you can't stop but can't go on, when your everything falls apart, what do you do then?
          

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