Silver_eyes1947

So, shit hasn’t really been getting much better for me, mostly because my father is trying to force college down my throat again and also I keep thinking back to the years I’ve gone through where he (my father) made me feel like I’m worthless, I can’t do shit right, I’m a disappointment among all the other things he told me to my face as a kid for literally the most minor of reasons. Yet he wonders why I never want to be around him or why I rarely try to speak with him, he wonders why I seem to have no confidence or the motivation I need to do things...
          
          I haven’t had any motivation to write or publish anything on here because of all of that 

Of fucking course I was just getting out of my slump and now I’ve been told my grandfather’s cancer may be coming back..

I'm sorry, I've just been going through some things IRL and I've been feeling very overwhelmed because I might start college soon, I'm planning to write a book that actually gets professionally released, and someone in my family passed away a little more than two months ago (as of when this was released). The main thing though is, I’m starting to think my emotional well-being isn’t good at all... if you understand, I don’t know why but, something in the back of my head has me feeling useless. Like I’m some kind of waste of space in the world, I may have to involve my family with this even though I had hoped not to. I plan to tell my parents soon and I intend to start working my job IRL full time even though that may not be the best idea. Anyway until I can straighten everything out I’m going to be leaving WattPad for a while, I don’t know how long I’ll be gone, or if I’ll ever come back but I just want everyone who sees this to know, being a part of this community has been amazing. Well goodbye for now

GEEZ MAN 31 STORIES?! AND WAIT, U 15? COOL 

NP