Wow; it's been a while since I've been on here. My profile and (especially) my inbox are brimming with messages from old friends, acquaintances, and allies alike. When I first left Wattpad, I would receive frequent messages informing me of accounts posing as Silverwings or attempting to remake the Falling Stars Clan, but as weeks turned into months, those messages slowed down and ultimately came to a halt. This is the first time in 2017 that I am checking this account, and I wish to tie up some loose ends before logging off of Wattpad for the final time.
When I first joined Wattpad, there was a twinkle of naivety in my eyes; like many others, I had a dream to write a book that would be published. It was natural that I would eventually join the role-play community, because of my infatuation with writing. Admittedly, my earliest posts were cringe-worthy. *shudders at the thought of using asterisks for character actions* But I digress.
I feel that it's important for me to apologize for the consistent "drama" that revolved around me. Back then, it was easy to blame it on those who resented me, but it was my victim mentality that allowed tragedy to continue as it did. I know that I caused a lot of people to hurt. I was emotionally unstable and poor in my ability to lead. I am sorry; truly, I am. Forgiveness--and the assurance that I am a greater person than I was--is all I have to offer.
Where have I been the last 3 years? The best answer I can give is "finding my place in the world." In December of 2017, I will graduate with a bachelor's in Ecology, and then I will go wherever nature needs me. My role models are the professors and scientists who have worked hard to understand and conserve this amazing world in which we live. I'm no longer a self-proclaimed victim: I am just an ordinary girl who dreams of doing extraordinary things.
I would love to talk to some of you again: millerpai13@gmail.com --Otherwise, may the stars shine brightly upon you!
♥ Paige || Silver
