♡Crystali♡

I’m half dead and half breathing /j

I’m currently processing things. 
          
          Many things. And really I am getting quite excited for whatever may happen. 
          
          Just strolling and reading fanfics when feeling very adventurous. Just enjoying my life.

I’m currently not in the writing mood. But have been reading some fanfics for some comforts after not reading for a long while. 
          
          Kinda been really struggling with personal stuff lately that I been trying to find solutions for me to remain focused and sane.
          
          But, it’s really not simple. My anxiety is quite high and makes me lose motivation to write. Especially if something happens more than one day. 
          
          I am good and well, just not very productive at the moment. I am working from my bestest of hours to keep myself motivated.

Change of pace, I actually liked the ending of my own chapter. Was double checking to see if I wanted to rewrite certain parts that I thought I didn’t actually like. But turns out, I slightly like how it feels and ended in terms. 
          
          And no longer wanna rewrite those parts at all, just purely intentional. Now, I’m uncertain when the next chapter will be published when it gets written, I’m keeping the words around the same until I decide to up that amount again.
          
          I shall proceed within that timeframe when it’s more natural to me. For now, I think I may just process on rather anyone wants a potential Iron Lung fanfic or not. 
          
          Gimme stories to read! 

Currently, in need of help with getting my Exe’s their designs done specifically. Compromise’s are available for whomever is interested in helping me with this process. 
          
          I will not tolerate lying or waiting too long of periods of time directly. If you offer remote help, it mustn’t take multiple on multiple weeks, months, especially not years to get it done. Again, always compromise if needed beforehand first. If helping you are to keep your word on it, no lying or excuses.
          
          I allow people to decide 1-3 Exe’s each depending on whoever offers to help really. There is no due date and no rush to this, just asking for some help. 

I might potentially rewrite the current sections of the chapters other half. Probably would be nice as I am gonna start writing on paper to improve somethings essentially 
          
          The preview will be on hold throughly until I feel steady enough to work on that chapter 

Update: 
          
          Current chapter is finally finished and is now completely done.
          Next chapter’s preview should be written eventually at some point likely. 

Update:
          
          A Golden Rose Of Blood will have its ninth chapter completed, the tenth’s preview chapter will be likely worked on tomorrow or the day after tomorrow if I ever write tomorrow directly.

Update:
          
          A golden rose of blood’s unfinished chapter has around 5000+ words at this point. I’ve written couple of words thoroughly after an idea to continue the chapter occurred.
          
          I need at least 6000+ words to complete this chapter and then I can publish this chapter. I might lessen words to the previous word amount possibly for less inconsistencies or inconveniences.
          
          I’ll update once it’s published fully.

Today is my birthday