Silvie1325

Some People fail to understand why is it so difficult to give another attempt in whatever competitive exam you are giving. 
          
          I have given 3 attempts just for clearing 1 group, so I know the struggle. 
          
          It's not only the problem that you have to study that same whole portion again, problem starts when you get to know the amount of changes the institute does to your modules/textbooks. 
          
          Especially if you are in any Law field, you do know how much tax laws or even the constitutional laws changes. To unlearn whatever you learned before is a struggle. 
          
          I remember when I failed my 1st attempt, and just 1 month before my 2nd attempt, I got to know that new laws i.e BNS, BNSS, BSA has been introduced in the module. The amount of scratching the punishment tenure and fines and penalties amounts and changes in rules and names etc etc really takes a toll on your mind. 
          
          Fortunately I passed in my 3rd attempt, because if I didn't, then I would've to literally throw away my SBILL module because the whole Labour laws has changed. 
          Still remember the time when I was studying Company law and telling myself "You have to pass this attempt or else you have to throw away your SBILL module Aaaahhhhh!!!!" ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          
          I'm still studying group 2 and can already see a lot of changes have been done since 2 years to the module. But I'm just giving this exam like a practice, to see how the paper comes and all. So I do have time afterwards fo make actual changes to my module

When you know you are sad because of your Hormones, but don't wanna admit it ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Kya hua meri jn ko

For the first time in my life, I'm asking the universe to cancel my Family trip to Vietnam. 
          
          My parents often times fight when in tough situations instead of understanding eachother. 
          
          My mom just jumps into the situation without actually understanding the problem and sometimes even without knowing anything about the situation. 
          
          My dad can't stand chaos and can't handle stress in tough situations and can't multitask. 
          
          It's my mom who is keeping this relationship holding. My dad is the one who provides money and financial stability to us and his wife i.e my mom. 
          
          Because of my dad we never had to think twice and because of my mom we could be happy emotionally. 
          
          But then being together in a tough situation becomes a problem many times. Last year we went to Bali and the only thing that stopped them from going in a full blown fight was me, who had to do nearly all the work and understanding and making sure that not more problems are caused. 
          
          My younger brother doesn't care about our family other than himself. He doesn't care if the house is blowing up in flames or if my parents one day come to divorce. He will go around and throw tantrums as if he is 5 years old even if he is 13 years old. 
          
          
          
          Yeah.... That was my rant.

Silvie is best

Don't know why, but I remembered this theory of Why the Eldest member of a kpop group is not a Leader. 
          
          Because even the Leader needs someone to whom they can rest their worries on. 
          
          Hope I can get one too.......

Are there any Psychologist or Therapist or someone who is learning these subjects here? 
          
          If yes, how do you categorize someone as Depressed? 
          
          Can it be the sudden cycles of feeling lonely even when you have people around you? 
          
          Can it be when you know you have people around you who you love and want to protect, but the thought that they don't care about you and the thought that they would be more happy if you are not here? 
          
          Can it be when the only reason you wake up in the morning is because you have people to whom you have to show faces and work to do and when someone comes to forcefully wake you up? 
          
          Can it be when even after you achieve a goal, but the joy is killed after days or so? 
          
          When the only thing that keeps you alive is when you are useful to someone else's happiness but your own, can it be depression? 
          
          Tell me, I wanna know before I start my TY and start meeting my College Counsellor, again. 
          

NOW HEESEUNG'S ACCOUNT IS BACK AFTER UT GOT DELETED!?

@thvx_bxrry 
          If Heeseung comes back to Enhypen, then only I'll change my pfp

Heeseung's Insta account was made....
          
          AND NOW IT IS DELETED AFTER GAINING 1.5 MILLION FOLLOWERS???? 
          
          Like I was gonna first say to not follow and continue the boycott since the account is probably handled by Belift, but NOW THIS?????