Huh... I actually feel kind of the same since two years ago. But just a bit different...
I start a roleplay
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And then (the person I'm roleplaying with) left for 3 weeks and doesn't response
While I notify the person every day or maybe let the person be for a few days before messaging again (but without an answer)
...The thing is, I can kind of accept this because I understand that people got lives (while I don't) But it always ends up with me being anxious and starts thinking I have done something wrong (and I'm pretty dang sure I have never done anything to upset that person I'm roleplaying with in the first place)
So... once again. I hate some roleplayers and their books with rules (that I'm following) And I'm not saying I hate them forever, I can change my mind. If they actually give what they promise in the roleplay book.
Also... Sure, maybe I am the problem. But could you have told me that, so that I wouldn't have to think about the roleplay all the time?
This is all I got to say I think.