if leaving is what's best for you then i'm glad you're doing something for yourself, i'm sorry you couldn't enjoy this in the end. i know we didn't talk that much but the small snippets were really enjoyable, you're a wonderful person destined for great things. i hope you can find love and happiness. honestly, i've been considering quitting wp myself recently but i can't, for reasons. i hope you get better and do know i'll be thinking of you, goodbye ellie.