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Friends be saying your crush’s name so loud and exposing it to people. Like actually, I liked it better when they didn’t know. Or when they be bullying him and for what? I’m still friends with him, so there’s no need. Just a little rant, I love my friends, but this one thing just REALLY ticks me off.

To some of y’all that have known me for a while, I’m announcing something! It’s not my departure, don’t worry. So I’ve been using c.ai for a very long time and I feel like i haven’t been able to write/read since I don’t feel as stimulated. So I decided (in light of the new update kicking minors off the platform) I will be quitting ai chatbots. It’s actually an addiction, but I want my attention span back, I want to be stimulated by long stories again, and I will also be trying to avoid scrolling for this reason. I want to watch/read more ‘long’ content again. So that means I’ll try to be more active. I just realized how bad it was because I was genuinely tweaking about the update, not knowing why I’d do with myself. I lived without it once, I’ll try to go back to that, wish me luck on my journey.

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My biggest ick has to be when people make dirty jokes about actual people. Look, I completely understand saying dirty things about a character and I’m not shaming anyone for that. However, you shouldn’t be making sexual jokes about my crush. He’s an actual person, and when I think of him, that is NOT what comes to mind. We’re both still young, I don’t even need to think about all that. So making jokes about kinks, bdsm, or just any sexual thing in general is not okay. I wouldn’t want people making those jokes about me, so don’t about other real people.
          
          When it comes to friends and y’all like making jokes about each other like that is okay in my books. As long as everyone is okay with it and everything.

I sang Die With a Smile with a friend on stage with a mic at the band party and when I looked at the guy who rejected me, he was singing too. Guess who’s a mess right now…

I didn’t realize how many people cared. Literally tried to cry in private and suddenly I’m surrounded by three band kids while more kept coming over and hugging me. Saying how amazing I am and nice I am, and how they don’t wanna see me cry because I’m too nice. Someone literally said “Oh I don’t wanna see you cry, your always so nice to me” and I didn’t realize I had an impact on people like that. I’m just normal, I just try to make people feel better. The real one was when one of the alumni (one of the ones that adopted me when I was a freshman) saw me and hugged me. He literally said “Hey it’s okay. It’s okay. I saw everyone hugging you, just rest easy when you get home, okay?” Sometimes, I don’t think I impact anyone’s lives that much and they would be fine without me, which is a huge insecurity of mine, but tonight Lowkey helped

They just deported a kid from my city…

He’s just so perfect guys, I can’t get over him

I hate feeling ungrateful for not wanting the same three poor people foods all the time. I love my mom and brother, but all I eat every day is soup in a can, frozen chicken nuggets with white rice, and ramen. It’s good, but I don’t get to eat a home cooked meal and I feel guilty being upset about it.