cornelia!! (street)

what if i told y’all that i have a new teacher attachment!!!!!!!!!!! 

normalize hanging around teachers at school? (my friends are leaving me out. x)

was it casual when she said i have a place in her heart? was it casual when she helped me eat? was it casual when she held my hand when i was panicking? was it casual when she talked to me? was it casual when she didn’t want to lose my trust? was it casual when she touches my cheek? was it casual when she tried to always say hello to me? was it casual when she let me email her? was it casual when i relapsed and she comforted me as best as she could? was it casual when i told her i saw her as a mom? was it casual when she didn’t find my attachment weird? was it casual when she CHECKED UP ON ME EVERY WEDNESDAY AND FRIDAY WHEN I WAS “working”? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN EVERYONE TOLD ME THEY COULD TELL WE LIKED (platonically) EACH OTHER? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU LET ME BE WITH PEOPLE IM COMFORTABLE WITH? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU ALWAYS ASKED ME IF THINGS WERE OKAY BEFORE DOING? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU SPENT YOUR PLANNING TIME TO TALK TO ME? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING? WAS IT CASUAL WHEN SHED REASSURE ME? no it’s fucking wasn’t because she’s my teacher. (why is she distancing?)

can my mom start getting angry and being mean again? i cannot take disappointing her when she’s actually being nice.

i’m so flipping mad at charlotte guys like MESSING WITH SHIVIAN? WITH SIOBHAN?

she’s gonna fucking leave me again.

why don’t you fucking love me anymore? why would you leave me? why didn’t you stay? why do i still love you? why are you hurting me? why can’t i talk to anyone about you? why are you making me feel like this? why aren’t you here? did you ever love me? did i ever love you? why is it still hurting? why am i crying for you? why do i feel like you’re gonna be the end of me? why aren’t you mine anymore? why has it been 5-6 months? why did you move on? why are you doing this to me? why are you ruining me? why do i want you? 

i miss my wattpad friends.

how to stop being so attached to the wrong person no borax no glue 

YOUR OWN WHAT? TELL ME WHAT U WANTED TO SAY I CAN TAKE IT.