Dear friend,
Life has its own meaning. I becomes a bitch at times, no denial in that but you got to stay strong. Try feeling your breaths. In and out, how does it? Lively? Try touching your eyes. They're beautiful. Stand in front of the mirror and try touching your face, say "I'm beautiful" bcuz love, you aren't ugly, you just not consider yourself beautiful. You feel like being alone? Then be alone, lock yourself but do something else to keep your mind occupied. Last thing, you're so very precious in this world bcuz no one in this world can take your place.
I will always believe in you when the entire world doesn't.
Yours truly,
Stranger.