Honestly, I miss the old me. I miss writing not almost everyday but some days. I miss you guys. I know I might not mean much to you, but you guys meant a lot to me. I just kept being a baby that I am and kept whining about me, and my suicidal thoughts keep coming, but then i think about other things. I just wish I was smart enough to realize that I have a life a head of me, but I'm debating. I wish you all a happy life, and I hope you guys well, because you might need it. I'm not leaving.... YET! So I just wanted to say since I'm not really active. <3 I hope you see this.