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@SimplyxRoses22 Me and my cousin used to do tht we used to finish the entire tub in one night while binge watching movies the whole night with the door closed and lights off on a huuuuuge TV with my aunt and uncle....i just realized my mom's so strict i can't stay up late anymore and can't watch movies or enjoy icecream tubs or go out and play or take random computer breaks cs she expects me to study 24 * 7 and she has to have the number of all friends that i go out with like three times a year after begging her for a week for it and i can't go anywhere alone , I can't go to my bestfriend's house cs i can't go alone, she won't buy me more story books cs " it distracts me frm my studies"... and i don't get gud marks( i agree to tht they're in 50's-80's), can't go to arcades or trampoline parks orr even join a basketball class cs i luv tht sport... and now i feel like crying and i miss two yrs ago when i was at my cousin's place and soo much happier and i wish covid wld come back and i cld go back and live at her house for 8-10 months with no parents, siblings, or grandparents, just my uncle and aunt and my older cousin with the tooons of junk food. Ugh i miss her we used to sleep 2gether and we used to cook 2gether and go down for long walks at 12 in the night listening to the same music together, and i cld annoy the shit out of her and she taught me how to play her fav video game and we used to go for looong drives right after 10 in the morning and used to come back at 6 or 7 and we used to have 2 full bags of snacks in the car and me and my cousin used to lie down on the back seat of the car and annoy each other and my aunt and uncle used to bicker with each other over who drives and who says the directions every single time and they used to ask us to pick sides it was soo funny everytime. I wish i had a family like tht . I'm actually crying rn. Tht turned dark so quickly lmao