Please don't give up! I'm bizzybee27 on Instagram, and writing may not always help, but it might help sometimes! I wrote this poem a few years ago when I was in a similar place.
I look up to the sky
Find a knife and a pen
Which to choose?
Which to us?
I chose the knife,
And then the pen.
I made a mistake
But it's not the end.
So please don't give up!!