Hi everyone!
Yes, I am alive.
This is going to be a lil' bit of a downer so sorry in advance ♡
I know I've been gone a long time and I really don't want to burden you all with myself as it seems like every time I write on here I've been making excuses for my absence. It is true I have not been able to post here nearly as much as I'd want. And it is so sweet and heart-warming to see how worried all of you have been about me. It is nearly impossible for me to reply to every single comment and message but just know that I am SO grateful.
For a long time, coming here on this platform and sharing my stuff with you had been the best time of my days. I met so many amazing people on here that I still hold dear to my heart. I am still the happiest when I write; however I haven't been able to do it as much anymore and I've been feeling sad and lost because of it. I had lost my inspiration. It is still my dream to write and create but it has been so hard to find not only the time but also the energy to do it. You are aware we all have our lives outside of wattpad and personally for me it has become incredibly hard to keep up with real life due to many reasons I don't think it's appropriate to share here. With that being said I haven't given up on writing my stories; I never will. I know inspiration will come again because writing is a part of me I will always carry in my heart. I am very thankful for your concern, please know I am okay.
So take this little Black-hearted update as a 'thank you' for your love and loyalty ♥︎ take care ♡