Sinister_Sagittarius
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All I want is to be held and told that everything's gonna be okay. I want to be told that I'm not a fuck up. That I don't screw everything up. I want reassurance that I'm stronger than I think and that the suicidal thoughts won't win, but that doesn't happen. And, honestly, I'm tempted to let them win. My life sucks. I feel so weak and pathetic, and I'm tired of trying to be strong. I'm tired of acting like I'm okay and faking a smile every fucking day of my life. I'm tired of waking up and worrying about how many calories I'm going to eat, if I'm going to cause an argument, or... if I'm even going to make it through the day. I don't want to keep trying anymore. I really don't... No one understands me, so I just come off as a bitch. And... I'm done...