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Hi SiriCat. I can't reply on Avalon because I've taken it down. I guess like poetry Avalon has a way of reflecting me and since the beginning of book 2 she has been a mirror to my own pain. And what's happening on my life. I did want her to change with it because real pain wears you down to you almost have trouble thinking straight let alone finding the energy to be there for everyone else. I also wanted to her not realise she's changed do that Nathan has a bigger impact with his visit. The last few chapters are to building her relationship with Noah so it has meaning. She can't always be crazy lol although she will certainly go back to her craziness very soon. Thank you for ploughing a long with the story. When I rewrite I will be ripping it apart but for now I'm just letting it flow.