ight so i got a little update spence my last post. i actually got into a relationship for a little over a month, but not with that boy. that boy and i are just best friends now and we tell each other that we love each other all the time. i’m happy to say that i am out of the previously mentioned relationship. he was really toxic and made me feel like a pretty bad person. and i still have to deal with him because our little relationship got a big reputation. and he talks about me in the football locker room, so now i have just the best reputation with the football team. sarcasm. but when him and i are one on one he still acts like my boyfriend and flirts the same and gets mad when i’m with other guys, so it’s a little hard. but it be what it be. i didn’t think high school would be like this. but first semester of high school. bam. toxic relationship with a popular sophomore guy. gossiped about by the schools football team. many friend troubles. struggling relationships in my family. it’s all just so great
