Sixofcrowsfan1234

HAPPY VALENTINES DAYYYY!!!!

evacreates

Thank you for the follow!

evacreates

@Sixofcrowsfan1234 Ah, thank you again! I'm glad you like my stuff! :D
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Sixofcrowsfan1234

@evacreates oml, no. Ur writing is absolutely enrapturing! I love reading your work! You deserve everyones' follow!!!
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ZarahDreamer

Hey there! 
          Since Netflix is creating the 'shadow and bone' series, as a Grishaverse fan, I'm asking you to spread this link to Leigh Bardugo and your fellow Grishaverse fans—(preferably through twitter, if you have,since it has the highest chance of getting noticed there. And if you do share, please don't give Leigh the exact hint of what it actually is.Just keep her curious.) 
          Just press this link once, and see for yourself if it is something worthy of being noticed or no
          
          https://pin.it/kctc3usmwm5aj7
          
          
          Thanks, if you understand!

Sixofcrowsfan1234

Is it bad that it’s one in the morning and I am still not asleep. Never mind the fact I have school tmw and Color Gaurd right after school until 6pm??

Sixofcrowsfan1234

@CelestialCarnation  Thank you for trusting me. Not many people do because I’m “mental”. It’s a good thing you cut them off, you never know what they could’ve done in the future had you let them stay. 
            
            I agree with you on them going to hell. I hat you say is making me feel a little bit better about myself. And please don’t cry!! 
            
            Thank u for listening. Most don’t believe me, so his really means a lot! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Sixofcrowsfan1234

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@CelestialCarnation I feel the same. I had freind troubles with my friends stabbing me in the back, practically telling the whole school about me home life and what I deal with mentally and emotionally. I tried to confide in my mom and she either flat out ignored me and told me it’s my fault. When I started to cut she took me to a therapist that told me I was a sociopath and fat. I withdrew myself more and I was threatened to be sent overseas to a boarding school. So I put a facade. I smiled and had a happy-go-lucky aura. My mom got a fiancé and now I’m just yelled at more. I started to eat less, my only source of some of the daily nutrients water and frozen dinners once in while. I purge, cut, have anxiety, and have trouble sleeping. My friends think it’s a joke when I tell them that I have anxiety and depression. Are the scars not enough. 
          
          When your freind pulled that prank, from what it seems it is betrayal. Your mind is fucked up, like mine, but in a beautiful way. We all have our burdens though those of us with depression, anxiety, and not so supportive family/friends, we have them worse. We all need someone who worries about us. Whether online or in real life. People think it can go away with pills and therapy, but it doesn’t. We are all human, so why should we be treated differently than those without this burden of fear and sadness. Frankly I’m jealous of those who don’t have to deal with depression or anxiety attacks. 
          
          Again, if you need someone to talk to I’ll be here and I would NEVER EVER make fun or pull a prank on you, even in real life. No one deserves that, I’ve learned that in my years of suffering.