Onyx

My friend said they like a kid that literally calls them a fag and tranny and we made fun of them (obviously) and then they sat on my lap and tried to kiss me (is this rizz?)

Trump is looking extra orange today.

Shout out to the U.S government for banning TikTok. Good job trying to help us keep our information safe from China.. oh wait China doesn’t use TikTok either… Whatever the government is still keeping us safe. This isn’t weird or shady at all. Theyre not censoring anything. Outside influence is bad. Theyre right. Right is a funny thing to say in this situation, not like they’re taking away our rights or anything. The government would neverrrr

Chat when I tell you a lot has happened over the last few weeks
          
          1. These kids were making fun of me n my hoes in the start of the school year and we told someone and then they stopped for a bit but now they’re making fun of us AGAINNN so now we got the principal involved cuz  also one of my friends are like besties with the kids that are bullying us (ewww)
          
          2. This kid abuses my pookie wookie  and she calls literal 8 year olds hot (not as a joke btw) and I decided to tell the principal and they haven’t done anything about it so imma try to get her suspended 
          
          3. (The worst part ) theres this kid I like but bro definitely doesn’t like me back and my pookie is the only person I told cuz I was being harassed and now they keep making fun of me  but at least I know they won’t tell 
          
          4. One of my friends that we used to be like absolute besties started dating this annoying ass kid and now she tells us to kill ourselves and is just not rlly a good person anymore 
          
          5. The mitochondria is the powerhouse of a cell (I wish I was a unicellular organism sometimes)

OMGOMGOMG EPIC THE ITHACA SAGA IS PEAK I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO ANYTHING ELSE EVER AND THE LiVE YESTERDAY WAS SO SILLY GOOFY I LOVE THE CAST SM

My friend basically just called me a rude little bitch cuz I have feelings >w< like they got mad at me yesterday for something I don’t even know what like we barely saw each other all day that can’t be enough time for me to mess something up. And then today we were talking in one of our gc’s and then bro started yelling at me cuz I posted smth about this kid in our friend group I don’t really like (I didn’t even say names or anything) and then now they were talking about how I was being rude to them and our other friends. Like I haven’t changed at all I don’t know what bro is talking about like I’m sorry for expressing my feelings? I get I’m the problem but damn and I asked them what I did wrong and who was mad at me but they just didn’t respond and I don’t wanna just straight up stop talking to all of them cuz then I’ll be alone and if I’m alone I’ll just get bullied more and I don’t know what to do anymore everyone pisses me off on astronomical levels

Hear me out.. Fitzgerald for president. He will save us trust. MAKE AMERICA RICH AGAINNNNNN ‼️‼️‼️‼️

I have work to do but it’s like 10 pm and I’m tireddddd but if I don’t do it I’ll get screamed at n prolly get detention :P I hate everything. School is NOT dangerous

TW topics of SH and suicide 
          I know this is a wild thing to be talking about on an app like this but I was just trying to go to sleep cuz it’s like 11:30 which isn’t that late but I was tired sue me and like as soon as I closed my eyes I was reminded of every single mistake I’ve made which I know is pretty common but every time I close my eyes it’s just regrets pain a quick reminder that all of this is for nothing. That there’s truly no purpose in living if we’re all going to die so cold and alone. If I want to live I need pain. It’s like a rush of adrenaline. Of peace. I regret being put on this earth in the first place. It’s not like it’s my fault. If I was never born i wouldn’t be able to hurt anyone. They wouldn’t care if I never existed. But now that i’m here and they might actually care about me I want to move so far away from these people. My friends. My family. I don’t want to hurt them. I don’t want them to be sad when I’m gone. I don’t feel secure in my own flesh. Like my skeleton wants to leave my very own body. I want to be better but there’s bo way to flip the way I think. I could go to therapy or something but would that really do anything? If I don’t open up nothing will help so what am I supposed to do?? I feel like I need to be on a suicide watch or something. Not like I’d actually kill myself. Not yet at least. I have gotten close to overdosing a couple times. SH is common. I just want to be better. I don’t want to be this way I want to be able to make others happy. I don’t want them to have to deal with my problems. I wish I could just close my eyes and feel safe.
          
          
          
          
          Anyways have you guys ever heard of epic the musical? 10/10 definitely listen to it also if jay doesn’t release the ithica saga on Christmas  anyways here the link LISTEN TO ITTT  https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbqsLXjyXw3iDPFOcGU13VL0E7lEtlup7

⚠️⚠️‼️I have a very important announcement chat..‼️‼️⚠️⚠️
          
          
          nya ichi ni san nya arigato!
          
          
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