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Hiya! I met my dad, it was eh. I don’t really get emotional about this stuff I really only cry when i’m mad. Me and my sister look nothing like him his genes kinda gave up. My mother was very embarrassing, me and my sister are socially awkward so we kinda just whispered the whole time. I was try to voice record and accidentally turned the flash on my mother kept asking if any of his other kids and any weird traits, like god just say my and my sister are on the spectrum. And she brought up that “i like to read banned books” JUST SAY I READ GAY MEN KISSING. Then she asked “where were you on 9/11” like? Is this really relevant I wasn’t there? Idk I wasn’t listening basically. I swear i’ve met him before i just don’t know where.

Hi guys! I might meet my dad for the first time this Sunday as he’s passing through town. He is a private donor and not an open id donor do we don’t have to wait till we’re 18 to meet him. If you don’t understand how donors work then this might be a little confusing but yeah.

Going to see tadc in theaters for the second time :D SPOILERS 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I’m glad zooble got their wish, this fics are gonna be peak.

NO SPOILERS, 
          I loved seeing it in theaters, the time I went there was only like 10 people. The ending was amazing in my opinion, Ik people are gonna be disappointed because not everyone wants the same thing. It was very over hyped in my opinion so it’s gonna let people down but it was still AMAZING just a little over hyped for what it was, I still loved the ending though. Bye! Stay safe from spoilers.

I forgot to mention this, but anyways I shared a written assessment (a narrative writing piece, requirement was like 1-2 pages I wrote 10. Safe to say i was a week behind the turn in time) but I shared a writing assignment with my librarian cause we have a chill relationship cause she knows I like books that are above my maturity and helps me find them. But she called me into the library and told me how much she loves my writing and how I should pursue writing and she even gave me a writing competition to sign up for if i liked. It was basically a fanfic with a bunch of different fandoms but more discrete, but her words meant a lot to me.

Oh yeah. It’s April i’m a year clean! I might be falling into a depression episode again but I’ll try to stay strong for the people who love me.

GUYS I AM DATING MY BSF SINCE FIRST GRADE. OMG THEIR SO AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.  i think we’re dating..? I don’t know we flirted for four hours straight yesterday and said “I love you” multiple times, and made Pinterest posts abt each other but I don’t know maybe we’re not. (Im oblivious and obsessed with them <3) their literally the best and i read want to experience super sweet teeth rotting teenage romance with them. AAAAAA I LOVE THEM SM!!!!!!!

GUYS I GOT MY BRACES REMOVED! It’s only stage one and just my front four teeth, I have to go back today to get a placement replacement while my permanent one gets made ^^ it’s gonna be blue. They also gave me a bag full of stuff I wasn’t allowed to eat with braces (I still ate it with braces but had no problems) so yum free snacks!

Ugh I have to have a meeting at the school cause one of my “friends” mom is a bitch who thinks I’m bullying her daughter when I’m really just warning others about her daughters actions.

Oh btw in my last post I was kinda panicking because my best friend since 2nd grade just said she didn’t want to be friends. But I DID NOT relapse<3 this btw is a friend who was very damaging to my mental health. 
          
          I once told my friends I c-t and they started avoiding me. I ask them why and she said “we can’t be friends, my mom said people who c-t themselves end up school sh00ters” so like any sane person I went and broke down crying on the monkey bars like one does. Eventually my friends come and comfort me. 
          
          You know what I found out. She and one of my other friends were holding my actual friend back from comforting me. You know how much that hurts. I was 9-10 when that happened.