Layla Zenonas

To some, Christmas is a jolly day, to others, it's the exact opposite. To everyone, it's just another day.
          
          Christmas sucks ass. I get envious as hell whenever someone else gets a present and I'm over here like, oh yeah, just another day. I can't just ignore them, and I'm happy that they're happy, but please. My life sucks and I never get shit, and I'm antisocial, so sorry for being childish and unsure on how to fix this problem.
          
          Thing is, I wish y'all happy holidays or not. 
          
          Ignore my moody 24/7 ass because I don't have anything to cope with.

So, it's my birthday, right? Yeah, anyway... So it was pretty much raining all day and I went to the store anyway. Now I'm cold, but I have a shit ton of candy and food. I'm most likely gonna get sick in some form, holy shi

Thanks for the double follow. *tpose*

Trick or Treat
          Smell my feet
          Give me something good to eat
          I don't
          I don't care
          Smell my dirty underwear
          
          Now, to wait for everyone to see this in their notifications 

Hey just so you know
          
          
          
          If stolen your ice creem

Sorry I'm dry lately. These mood swings shouldn't be an excuse and I should at least pretend to be happy for your sake. However, I don't want to seem fake. I'm just growing tired of multiple things, but hopefully I'll be back into it soon. Art block hit me hard again, I'm growing salty because I'm noticing a lot, either way. Growing up is hard. This isn't about me though, whatever y'all are going through, I hope it gets better. 
          
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          I've been thinking of making a Henry Stickmin one-shot book. I haven't seen any on Wattpad at all. It's fun, and there's a lot of potential for such. I don't have the attention span to make an entire book, so one shots will do. 
          
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          My god, looking back at it, my Countryhumans one shot book was absolute garbage. The grammar, the spelling and pretty much everything. I cringe whenever I think about it to this day. I don't think I'll 'revamp' nor edit it, so I might unpublish it. Unless y'all want to experience how bad I was back then, be my guest. 
          
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          I hope y'all have a wonderful day/night.

Yes, the fear of joining a new fandom as a writer and roleplayer...
          
          I joined a new fandom and the urge to Roleplay or at least write something about it is so tempting. Though I don't have anyone to roleplay it with, so writing is the only choice. Sad hours man, but uh
          Expect a new book if I ever will put myself to it
          
          
          Haha, henry stickmin goes brr
          

Does anyone want a specific scenario/ship one shot written for them if I were to get back my motivation and not be emotionally tired and fed up with everything?

Haha ur a homo 

Screaming? Oh no, that's the sound of me being frustrated over the fact I completely broke my laptop. Not psychically. Just the point I tried to delete everything inside it including system files to be able to reset my laptop, however it wasn't enough and now it's stuck like this. Nothin working and I'm here with a 3+ year old broken laptop like 
          Yeah, I'm not sobbing, just profusely sweating through my eyes since I have no idea what to do now. Everything in life sucks ass, and here I am making it worse. I've vented way too much, but oh well.