Spencer W.

Okay so..... A guy I work with bought $80 worth of pokemon cards, kept like 4 and gave the rest to me.
          I don't know why, but he does this sometimes and he gives them to me because he knows I collect them and he's just going to throw them away. 
          Kinda wish he'd save his money tbh. I know I should be grateful, but Idk. Seems kinda weird taking but not giving.
          Most giving I did recently was just buying a $5 pack of plastic spoons and forks for the break room as I needed one and we were out.

Did Zane get turned into the Ice Emperor again? 
          Because right now, my town in the south is getting hit with ice and snow. And it's not even Halloween yet! We've never gotten snow and ice this early.

Everyday, people love seeing my cheerful smile and the happiness that reflects in my eyes.
          But deep down.....
          
          
          The darkness
          The sadness
          The depression
          The loneliness
          The stress
          
          
          It all lingers.

I hate to vent but God dam it!!!! I HATE HATE HATE MY FAMILY!!!!
          So my mom comes home and they called me out of my room to do some scratch off tickets.
          I got and take one of the tickets and realize I need a coin.
          All while my mom then bombards me with a hostile tone (? Idk I'm too angry to think what tone she used) asking "what did you do today?"
          I replied "what?" As I didn't catch what she said.
          Her: "What did you do today?" (Meaning what did I clean, wash, etc).
          In all honesty I didn't really get to do much today. I told her a swept and washed laundry. But mostly what I did but didn't tell her was that I was cleaning up *her* dog's messes and was cleaning up *her and my sister and her fiance's* trash that they were to lazy to throw in the trash themselves.
          IT'S BS! They do very little on their days off, or go out of town, or when they get off of work they do absolutely nothing most of the time and except me to do sh** once I get off of work!
          Little note, they get home at 4pm and I don't usually get home until 7 or 9pm! 
          It's like they think I'm their f**ing maid!

Today is my birthday.
          I'm now 22.
          Other than that, nothing else fantastic is going on today.

Okay yes, I know the first part of my review book for shows sucks. I hadn't watched the show in a few months so I forgot what all I liked about it tbh.
          So the next one I'll be reviewing will be a more recent anime I finished watching. 
          Literally just last week actually.
          You'll want to turn up the eurobeats as we go running in the 90s to 1998 for this anime series.
          It's an oldie but a goodie!
          

As of recent, my anime watch list has grown a lot. I never thought I'd be this interested in anime but here we are.
          So I've decided I'm going to try to do something new.
          Each week starting Friday, I'm going to do a anime series review of some of the current animes I have watched/watching.
          Basically I'll be reviewing the normal specs in a show; story, characters, animation, etc. Along with whether I recommend it or not.

Oh? What is this?
          I'm still alive?
          Is this the real life? Or is this just Fanta sea?

So for anyone who actually knows me. My absence has been very long and I'm hoping to end it eventually. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
          I'll try to post in update in my "Crazy Life" book explaining what's all going on and it's a lot.

So today I witnessed the one thing I've been lucky to not have happen to me at work.
          A customer accusing me of discrimination. 
          It just happened to one of my coworkers today and all he did was ask if they were ready to check out as the customer was just standing around the front end.
          I feel bad for my coworker, I was off the clock and really couldn't do much besides I ran off to go find the store manager. 
          Failed at that task but stook around for a bit for my coworker after the customer left in case the manager asked for reference to what happened.