Ski

Well, it's been a while hasn't it? A lot has happened. To start I am working on a game for Sean, and it's going very well. I have officially come out as a Biromantic Asexual. I've met some pretty bomb ass people, kept my grades up, found a freaking amazing podcast. Started playing DnD and cosplaying. Had a crush, felt like shit cause it's never gonna happen and well, i came back here to look at things.
          
          
          
          
          And lemme tell ya, it's weird.
          
          
          
          
          But the most important thing, the thing I want to do for little sixth grade me.
          
          
          
          
          I went to PAX West 2018. And it was the best thing that has ever happened to me.
          
          
          
          
          I met Sean, and gave him the biggest hug, cried a little haha. Robin helped me calm down a bit after words. I met Mark and Ethan as well, less tears were shed for those too. Though I did join a cult before Ethan's, so that was interesting. 
          
          
          
          
          It was so odd, and amazing, to just be there with an large group of people I had never met and just feel so safe and at home. 
          
          
          
          
          So, even though no one will probably see this, there you go Middle School Me. We fucking did it. We actually fucking made it.

Ok, I really need to vent and my parents follow me on every other platform I'm on. 
          
          I don't get why I'm not allowed to do anything for myself. Or be excited about anything. For god sake WORK on anything.
          
          No matter what I do my parents act like all of my focus is on YouTube and no no no not the stuff I'm working on for YouTube no no, watching YouTube. That that's all I care about or ever do.
          
          Well as a 4.0 student who made the highest choir my freshman year, who is a part of track, cross country, marching band almost all CP classes, student council president my 8th grade year, that's is learning guitar, ukulele and reteaching myself piano, I think that's a very untrue statement.
          
          Now do I care about YouTube? Of course! These communities are my second family, I met my best friend because of these communities. They're important to me! And I guess it just confuses me why I have to watch YouTube away from everyone and why if I want to buy tickets, with my own money, for me and my best friends to go to Sean's next tour, that I'm focusing to much on YouTube.
          
          No one in my family cares about the things I'm interested in for the SOUL reason that it is online. And I'm sick of it. 
          
          Sorry to any of you to read this, I just had to get it out of my system.

Sooooooo, I'm thinking about making a public account of Instagram for art and project related things.  Any name ideas would be appreciated since I don't have any creativity left. haha Let me know what you guys think.

Hello. Yes. I'm not dead, surprisingly. Haha. But i am super super busy. I want to get back into writing a soon as i can but life is just so hectic right now. But, I have a question that needs answering. Do any of you have a song that would describe Mark and Sky's relationship? I know there hasn't been any big moments for those two yet, but I'm working on it. Promise! I would like it to be something easily learned on guitar, but if any of you have suggestions that would be appreciated! Love you all! 
          
          ~Sky

Guess who's sick and feels like their gonna die. Meeeeeeeeee.
          *cries*

Well, it's decided. IM GOING TO PAX NEXT YEAR!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH! I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!! JUST WATCHED THE NEAW STEVEN UNIVERSE!!! TAKE THAT BREE!!!!

Guys don't hate me but YouTube Family may be a little late. I had my last week of school and it was so hectic. Promise I'll get it out as soon as i can.

OK IM GONNA RANT ABOUT SOMETHING REAL QUICK! 
          
          Ok so no disrespect to the teacher I mention because honestly I like them but I just need to rant about this because man it is weighing down in my chest. 
          
          So a few weeks ago my schedule was so busy I didn't even know if I'd be able to eat, sleep or go to the bathroom ever again and one day when I was feeling particularly crappy, stressed and down right tired, not to mention I had an away track meet that night I was given like two pages of homework in every class, which luckily for me rarely happens. So I go to school the next day and I got everything done, or so I thought. I forgot to do a few problems on the back of this one paper and when we turned them in I practically banged my head against me desk. I don't remember exactly what was said but the log and short of it was I said that id gotten home at like 9:30-10:00 p.m. after running close to two miles at track and was exhausted so I forgot about the back. 
          Then they said not to use that exude because their kids are busy too and stay up until 1 in the morning doing homework. 
          
          I just wanted to shout: OH WELL GREAT FOR THEM I KNOW YOUR KIDS AND I DONT KNOW IT BUT IM FAIRLY SURE IF THEY'RE ABLE TO DO THAT THAT THEY AT LEAST GET A LITTLE SLEEP! Even though I fall asleep every morning I usually wake up more exhausted than the night before. Not to mention they called me out for it so if I was going to defend myself don't counter what I say! 
          
          To be honest they may just have meant it as a joke knowing them but it still just rattled me the wrong way. There's a reason I can't keep my schedule consistent and that's because school keeps me from having any time to concentrate on my stories or at least that's what it feels like. 
          
          Glad to get that out. Thanks for letting me rant.
          
          
          ~Sky

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!