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chat, what happens when you lose the motivation to live?

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Chapter seven of Purple Hearts out now
          
          Sneak Peak:
          
          I took a deep breath. I also saw Topper. I saw them kissing and suddenly I felt angry. Apart of me wanted to be like her. To fake it till you make it. And I tried. But I couldn't. I felt as if I was an orca trapped in a cage, or a puppet on a string.
          
          Just....alive for other people's satisfaction. Yet, you never satisfy them, do you?
          
          I ignored Sarah as I said hi to Kelce. He offered me a werid liquid which was alcohol. Multiple that he mixed together. Because he was a fucking idiot.
          
          Normally, I'd say no to Kelce's stupid mixtures. But maybe being drunk would help this horrible day cleaning the beach with Sarah fucking Cameron.
          
          I drank it. I tried to drink as much as possible. It tasted like shit. Kelce laughed. "Save some for the rest of us"
          
          

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Chapter eleven of the Routledge's out now!
          
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          Everyone was on edge, and JJ barking at snakes didn't help either. The pouges were starting to lose hope. Vivian had walked away from the group and pulled a joint out of her pocket, lighting it. JJ smelt it and walked over to her. "Thanks" He said with a wide smile as he took a hit.
          
          They watched the moonlight as Pope was trying to convince John B to go home.
          
          "Life In the obx, huh" Vivian smiled. "Fucking bullshit" She took the joint back and brought it to her lips, Inhaling the smoke.
          
          "It's not that bad. We got each other, right?" JJ said as Vivian smiled weakly.
          
          "We got each other" She said with an assuring nod.
          

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Chapter three of Gold Rush out now!
          
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          "Have you been drinking?" Chris asked, concern in his voice. Ameila could hear the door open.
          
          Ameila Summers started laughing loudly it echoed. "Oh my god, you got me. I'm seriously okay...I haven't had that much. Can't a girl drink every now and then?"
          
          "Um...sure?" Chris said. "Uh, your at home?"
          
          "Yep." Ameila said before throwing herself on the bed. "I'm just at home. I'm bored." Ameila said before groaning loudly. "Come here...I miss you" She said tiredly before closing her eyelids.
          
          The loud knock at the door woke her up. "Why would you wake me up at two in the morning?" Ameila asked.
          
          "Karma" Chris said with a shrug before taking the bottle out of Ameila's hands. "You don't need anymore of that. How about I get you some water?"
          

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Chapter two of gold rush out now!
          
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          Well, after Olivia came out with obsessed, people started wondering if the song was about you. With your album Love is embarrassing, you said that Louis was the loss of your life even though you broke up with him. What do you have to say about that?" The interviewer asked.
          
          The air kept getting thinner. But she had to keep going. "I think...I was very young back then, going through a breakup with a boy can uh...be hard. So, yes, I was hurt. Louis was my boyfriend at the time, I loved him at the time. And I was hurt at the time"
          
          "If you were so hurt, why did you break up with him?" The interviewer asked.
          
          Air. Getting. Thinner.
          
          And thinner.
          
          "Because I didn't feel an attraction to him anymore. He just wasn't the one" Ameila stated.
          
          "Well, is there a chance that you didn't feel an attraction to Louis anymore because you felt an attraction to one of the Sturniolos? Matt or Chris perhaps?" The interviewer asked.
          
          "What?" Ameila shook her head. "No, that's not. I barley knew them at the time. What happened between me and Louis was just between me and Louis. Nobody else" Ameila said.
          

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Chapter one of Gold Rush out now!
          
          Sneak Peak"
          
          Ameila was sitting in her bedroom, scrolling through comments. She always did that. She lived for what others thought of her. It drove her insane.
          
          She needed to have people love her. She needed to know she was good enough. She craved it.
          
          Alot of the comments were mean. Hating her voice, saying she was a "whisper singer"
          
          People brought up Olivia Rodrigo. She tried to ignore it. She liked Olivia. She liked her music, she was creative with her lyrics. But lately, she was starting to hate seeing her name on her screen.
          
          So much was happening in her life. She had interviews lined up, YouTube videos, her new album, and the secret of us tour coming up.
          
          It was too much. But she needed to do it. She could do it. She needed to do something with her life.
          
          

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HEY GUYS! MY STURNIOLO FANFIC GOLD RUSH IS OUT NOW! I hope you guys like it!

bows_0

@Skyeereadss just because I’m dating u doesn’t mean I have to love it you twat
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Skyeereadss

@bows_0 well, you have to love it.
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