Hey sorry guys.
I guess I'm just proving how much of a quitter I am. I thought for sure that I'd plan, write, and finish Green Jacket Girl this summer but I don't think I can.
It's just very hard to write when I've written someone exactly like me to be the main character. The only difference was our names. I was writing about me and I was planning on giving Green a healthy happy ending with a better outlook on life, long-term friends, and a guy that she likes. She would be getting something completely opposite than what I really have. And while the written words would've sounded nice and uplifting, the more I thought about it the more depressed it made me feel.
They say true hell would be when you meet the person you could have been. And I felt like I was writing about her.
I know. I know. It's just a story. But I don't like being so emotionally attracted to something like this. It makes writing painful and I want it to be fun.
Maybe once I'm past this rough spot on my life and once I too can be healthy, happy, and confident I'll pick this book back up again. But I'm not done experiencing my adolescence nor am I ready to write Green an unrealistic happy ending. And I'm sure you don't want to read a sad ending.
Any who. I'm not done with writing stories yet! I've got to move on to better things. I want to write stories that i don't want to stop writing. Something fun and exciting. Look out. I might just post something soon.