Skyler Bentz

Hey guys, I made a discord server for families to be created for either rp or actual families for those without. 
          https://discord.gg/DxrJF7c

I had to translate your top few lines on your description to finally understand what it means/says. 
          Is it okay if i say it?

dysphoria sucks

If this is what life is, just an endless game of chasing your tail, never catching it, just circles and circles, getting dizzier and dizzier until we die, I don't want to live anymore. I don't want the constant cycle of anxiety attacks. I don't want the constant guessing game of when I'll get to talk to him. I don't want the constant cycle of losing people I love because of my incompetence. I hate it and I don't want it anymore. I want to move forward, not backwards. I want to fly, not fall. Every time I even get close to flying out of my hole my wings get clipped and I fall back in again. I want it to end. I want it all to end! I want my stepfather to stop talking about the end of the world, acting like me and my siblings won't even get to grow up before then. I want my lovers to stop leaving because of minor flaws they find in me. I want people to actually act like people and not like animals. I want to be called by my real name at home, not my dead name. I want my dad to actually want me...
          I'm just needy, sorry.

Tearstains on my pillowcase
          Memories that you can't erase
          I thought you would love me all of time
          Now I'm just lost to my mind
          You showed me wonders I adore
          Now my heart is shattered once more
          You were everything to me
          But our love was just not meant to be
          I thought I knew what love could do
          When it breaks your heart in two
          But will you please just set me free
          From this shell you've made of me
          I try my best to drown the pain
          But unfortunately, it only returns again
          
          -Franklin (a...friend)

Tears like raindrops on my paper
          Darkness quiets my sobs
          It hurts so much...
          It hurts so much.
          Yet I am not wounded
          My pain is internal
          My heart wishes to stop and go both
          Screaming for help
          For anyone to quiet my pain
          But they only quiet me
          They look but do not see
          The pain they caused
          Inside me...
          
          (A free verse poem about depression, unnamed)

Merry Christmas @laivon I published Difference early for you.