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I've got some bad news, my wonderful explorers. So please take a little bit of time out of your day to read this, so you won't be confused, on what I am or what I've become.
I have Atelophobia,
Which means fear of imperfection, fear of failure.
Because of this, I wont he updating any of my stories, or creating new ones.
Some of you may be confused, because just yesterday I was all bubbly private messaging some of you with new story ideas.
They may never see the light of day.
I've become self consious of my works, thinking it's a failure, that I created something that hooks the reader,
but leave them disappointed with me.
I guess you can say I've become depressed,
I won't be messaging as much as I was.
You can try to help me, but all I will continue thinking of myself is
Your a Failure Gen.
A failure,
why post stories, no one will care about
no one will see, no one will vote, comment on.
So many ideas in your head Gen, its just so damn stupid.
you think people will read your stories and love them.
That's a fucking lie.
their tired of you, tired of your incomplete works.
tired of your ideas.
Tired of you Gen.
Your on opposite sides of the mirror.
Your expectation,
and your shitty reality.
I no no one can be perfect, but I try my best, I still feel that
that
feeling.
I can't help but put my hand on the mirror, and wish
what could have been, if I just wasn't so
me.
My name is Gen, all of you that have been pestering me.
My name is Gen,
Are you happy now you finally know my name?
-TGP