ChanKangaroo00
Ay how you only have 15 followers your PEAK
Skzlover626
Skzlover626
Hey hey lowkey doing good today I wrote like three songs which I haven't written in a couple of months since everything happened so like that was really fun and Yknow uh I love you guys a lot y'all are all very sweet and I appreciate you all so much ;< but anyway MWAH MWAH LOTS OF LOVE
Skzlover626
So I had to drive to three appointments today and too my grandparent house lowkey stressed me tf out cause this is like my 5th time driving and it was on a major highway for all of them and then small roads for the backroads and I lowkey ended up having a panic attack infront of my mom and she threatened to go back in the doctors office to get me a sedative and kept yelling at me so uh bad day. I’ve put off driving for quite a bit even though I had my permit cause it really stresses me out to do it with my mom but lately she’s decided she doesn’t really care and she doesn’t want my brother teaching me anymore cause she’s the parent and I need to get over myself and that there is bigger problems in the world then driving and should cry over that so uh yeah boom *explodes*
SKZLOVEABC
@Skzlover626 oh Im so sorry but it’s ok, driving is scary and very nerve racking even for the ppl in the car lol you’ll feel better abt it eventually! Lots of love mwah
Skzlover626
Yo I like 2 am cutting my hair I did like the Brad mondo butterfly cut tutorial and like it looks so good I love it like it even and everything yippee yippee and also I picked up purple hair dye so imma highlight it with that later tonight yayyyyy
minsungverse_143
Hi hiii how are you doing????
minsungverse_143
@Skzlover626 I'm really glad you're doing better and it's nice to hear that you are having a nicet time there with your relatives<33 And don't worry everything is gonna be alright the good thing is that you are better And of courseee, also you can talk to me anytimeee
Skzlover626
@minsungverse_143 hi lovely! I’m alright I’ve been at a family reunion the last week and it’s been a nice break away from home and also my mom cause she had to stay back for work, there was a lot of outdoors stuff and relative that wanted to hang out with me and said they’ve missed me which was really nice to hear, im just working through night time is probably the worst cause atleast I can distract myself then but at night it’s just me myself and i and my mind is like tricking me so now like at random moments I’ll remember the good part of being that relationship and the things she did for me and it’s just ugh but compared to say a month ago way way better, holy yapping damn thank you for asking though <3
Skzlover626
Lowkey haven’t said anything to yall in while my bad but any wayyyyy
Im doing a bit better kinda just letting the days pass by im very happy to be in summer and get a break from that uh stressful place and I haven’t text my ex once so that good. Every couple of days I’ll have a bad episode and just like be in a slump all day but that’s definitely improvement from before when it was almost everyday. Im trying to focus on the people in my life that love and support me so I’ve been getting closer to some of my friends that I’ve known longer but drifted apart and it’s very refreshing to not be involved in the same circle as the person you’re trying to get over. Currently I don’t love her anymore I would say it’s just a bit longing for what we had which is Also improvement and closer to being fully over her which I hope to be by the end of the summer so when school starts again and I have to see her I’m able to keep a distance.
Anyway I should be a bit faster with replying and all that now, I love you all so much have a great days lovely’s MWAH <3
SKZLOVEABC
I just made my account on wattpad like a couple days ago and you’re my first follower and the first person I followed
Skzlover626
Happy pride month to my rainbow divas MWAH MWAH XOXOXO
Skzlover626
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Yall there’s fucking no way ok ok so im at my grandparents house and we were eating cheesecake cuz why the fuck not? Anyway my nana ( grandma ) says "brighter days are coming" and I started chocking on my cheese cake cause there’s no fucking way she made a brighter days mingsung reference (without knowing it) while we are eating cheesecake (jisungs food) the coincidence is fucking crazy
staaaaa0143
@Skzlover626 okay but did you know that the author of brighter days is literally a SKZ anti and hates Chan specifically, like they said they only used minsung for views. Gng I was gonna read it but then I was like “I can’t support ts guys”
Skzlover626
Hey y’all just like little update imma be responding to like comments and like replys and stuff not as fast as I normally cause like lowkey going through it but dw I just need a bit of time anyway I love yall smmmm MWAH
staaaaa0143
@Skzlover626 dw we’ll still love and support you twin, if you ever need sm1 to talk to lmk! ILYSM TWIN IT WILL GET BETTER TRUST ❤️