@Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp Today, the school option I was hoping to go to called again and I was accepted into the program.
I went down my usual list of prayers that night. That friend I mentioned was on that list since, yk, he's my friend.
I was afraid that a certain topic, which I won't go into since it's a whole thing, made him stop wanting to talk to me.
Last night, something was going down between my sister and my mother. For a reason I wasn't sure of yet, all three of my close friends couldn't call. Because of the panic attack I was having and the reason behind it, I didn't trust calling anyone else I knew because they either, didn't know about my past, or I wasn't ready to tell them.
Something in me told me to call him, and in a panic, I did. He comforted me and told me God had everything in His hands. Said I could vent if I needed or I could just chill with him. He allowed me to stay on call for an HOUR till I calmed down. He made sure I had water and tissues.
Today, he told me he wasn't going to shun me and we were okay.
I've never had to lean on the Lord so much. But with everything He's shown me and helped with, today and years ago, I don't have a single reason not to trust Him.
John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
I really hope this spoke to those who needed to hear it <3
