Sl3epyfr0ggy

I genuinely feel like I'm being a doormat. My boyfriend has sent me a few videos that are not that far apart from when they're sent. And I don't want him to. I don't like to worry about him. I don't want to be wondering if he's alright or if he's in a depressive state. I don't want to. But I don't know how to tell him that without seeming rude or seeming like I'm apathetic. I'm going through something of my own, and I don't want to have to worry about 2 things at once. I feel so drained. I have to comfort both my self and him at the same time. If I don't i'll feel guilty, I will then feel even worse because I'll feel like he's sad and I'm not doing anything. I'm just sick of this shit. I waneverything to be done already. I just feel so gaddamn overwhelmed. On top of that, in my friend group, I'm almost always free and I know how to comfort quite well. So I have to comfort my friends and family (which is like 8 people in total) while also walking on eggshells so that I don't get yelled at. Almost every day is one where I get yelled at by most of my family. I also have to deal with a toxic ex-friend who tries to spread rumors about me, calls me derogatory names, and also just insults me. I'm so sick of everything. Just done. I'm going to be probably leaving the internet for a while.specifically tiktok and this app. I'm just done.

It's really close to Halloween!! Only 4 days!

Ship names for rarepairs (DW)
          Tisha x Gigi - clean capsule
          Tisha x Astro - CleanStar/CleanMoon

Little sister is currently crying because she asked for help on her IXL, which was proofreading, and I told her an error, then she said she saw another error, I agreed, because it made sense, except she got it wrong and then blamed me, saying that I agreed, and that she did it because I agreed, then said that because I'm older, she listened to me

Being a multi shipper is fun because you can ship almost all of the ships in a fandom except like 1 (and the illegal ones ofc)

I have a dandy's run idea!:
          FF run (Family friendly run)
          Every toon in the run has to say a few things in the chat, how many they have to say depends on their highest stat (5 stars = 5 things, 4 stars = 4 things, 3 stars = 3 things. Etc...)
          The minimum amount of words the chats have to have depend on their lowest star (1 star = 1 word, 2 stars = 2 words, 3 stars = 3 words. Etc...)
          If any of the chats get censored, then the person sending the chats has to lose a heart
          If the person doesn't send enough chats, than they also have have to lose a heart
          And toon with stars that are the same for every stat are banned (Ex: Shrimpo, poppy, boxten, R&D)

I got electrocuted because a small lamp was plugged in without the bulb or shade in or on and I accidentally grabbed the part where the electricity went  (I'm fine)

I'm having a sleepover right now!

Stories keep saying I blush, but it takes A LOT for me to blush, and even that, I only blush out of embarrassment

I keep finding really old stories