I just wanned someone to talk this with,Lately i've been crying for no reason but i know that it has nothing to do with dipression or anxiety nor...any mental illnesses it's just that some sinarious that i can write are just popping up out of my head such as some past life theme stories and some sort of fantasies that i just dedicated through some songs that i used to listen when i'm sad then i star to cry within one to two hours or sometimes for the whole damn night!
Ex:
What if i'm actually a famous writer in my past life,then so many people are insecure about my talent that cause for then to kill me then before i took my last breath i bravely said that 'i hope lord on my next life,every body that's around me have the same talent that i'll have so that this thing won't happen again even if i won't be as rich as i am now and never gonna have this popularity thar i have this life i hope for my next life i could write stories freely'so f*ck maybe that's the reason why i am as poor as a rat now.