Sleepy

Hey Sleepy, you don't remember me but a few years ago i think we were somewhat wattpad oomfies(is that what theyre called?? idk i get all of my slang from twitter now lol.) anywho, back then i was living in an abusive home and i had been isolated from the outside, with the only connections i had being you and a few of my other former wattpad friends. after awhile i moved away from wattpad, partially cuz i grew out of it and partially because even my online presence was stripped away from me in that place. uhh yeah. idk why im writing this lol i guess i js wanted to thank you for existing? You've kinda been a reoccuring thought in the back of my head ever since i got taken outta that home. I guess ur kinda haunting my narrative even though I was such a small detail in ur online experience. Thank you for impacting my life in the way you did. I'm forever grateful.

Update...it's been a while again
          
          Current Names:
          Dollie
          Melpomene
          
          Medication is a pain in the ass and trying to stabilize it is even worse. Apart from that, idk, can't think, it's 7:25 am, I haven't slept and I'm dissociating lollll

im falling back down my azurewrath rabbit hole

squints at yall with tired eyes as it's almost 6 am and i finally finished my pizzapunch oneshot

shout out to creepypasta fanfic writers
          those mfs be going back and rewriting that shit no matter how cringe it is/was
          bc i can barely think back to my first fanfic without crying?????

Hi chat, here's that update announcement I forgot to do<3333
          
          So,,,,, how does one do this
          
          UHHHHHH
          
          I go by a lot of different names, but feel free to still call me Sleepy!! Other names I use are Cupid, Ryu, Dollie, and Cloudy!! I'm still genderfluid, but it's less of gender and more of feeling like I'm not human, so yay.
          
          My mental? Could say it's better, could say it's worse. I dissociate every day, my memory is hazy, anxiety gets really bad still, and my tourettes is just lowkey there LOL
          
          I graduated high school!!!! I did it chat, I managed high school, and now I'm a constant anxiety attack away from thinking about college/hj
          
          I might have heart problems, so that's fun, and if not heart, it's a skeletal issue perhaps so yippee
          
          I still write a lot, you'll find anything I've wrote on my AO3 under sl33py_m00ny. I think everything there rn is BSD (Bungo Stray Dogs), but I am gonna post a Forsaken one shot!!!
          
          Fixations?? I'm currently hyperfixated on a game called Forsaken on Roblox as well as Cookie Run Kingdom. I loveeee e Two Time and Azure and Azuretime and they're my favorite and they're so doomed and I wish to study them under a microscope and I will forever hold them inn the clutches of my neurodivergent hands
          
          My sleep schedule is STILL not good, I still do love up to my wattpad name
          
          @velinous is my wife now/j/p
          
          and yeah, im on discord a lot, but i struggle with communicating still, i honestly need to clean my friends list on there and yeah
          
          life is life rn, nothing traumatic has happened in the last....year i think......which is scary, cause the last traumatic thing i remember happening was witnessing my mother being choked out LMAOOOOO
          
          and yeah, that's that :3

Kind of miss Wattpad, more so the happy memories, not the time when I heavily neglected myself for others and the grooming LMAOOOOO

I'm still alive and have redownloaded Wattpad, so

I'm alive chat

Not even gonna lie, deleted the app for storage for Honkai Star Rail and Colorful Stage/PJSK LMAOOOO