Bookbaby<3

Oh and tdy i got sent a lot of pics and vids of my ex bf which we ended badly.

Ok so this is crazy but i think im living a book trope. My old guy best friend lets call him Julian. (Btw grammer is gonna be awful) we were so close for a summer. He would be flirty and i would be flattered but i wouldnt go for it. My ex best friend lets call her chiara dated him in middle school. We r high schoolers. He told chiara that he wanted to hu with me and he found me attractive. Chiara wanted me to hu with him but i said no cuz one year before that summer she was into him.
          
          Ok now.
          I am best friends w his best friend lets call him jack. Jack and i r best friends. Julian goes to my school now and i see him a lot. However me and julian r enemies. He said smth hurtful to me that one summer and ive stopped talking since. (Im stubborn). Yesterday my friend lets call her Abby and i felt silly and since all my other dude friends weren’t available abby called julian and asked him to come. He brought a friend so we could two man. This didnt work out cuz i asked abby to hide w me until i could get a ride since wr walked. 
          
          Since then abby took an interest in his friend. Since then ive been nonstop talking to julian for abbys sake. He is still my enemy but hes hot asf. Out of the blue he told me how much he hated my ex anf then said him (julian) and i should hu. 
          
          I hate how much i want to. Im kinda lonely and ive been curious. My two best friends in the whole world say to go for it and be hu buds. Idk i wouldnt get the best reaction if this went out.