As a gorl that was told over and over again that my goal is to reproduce, i now know that I can either end up with a guy or a girl, and turn her down marrow into sperm. Honestly I don’t know if it’s real but HOW HELPFUL IS THAT?? I mean if I end up being infertile and with a woman, BOOM my bone marrow. it’s a pretty win win situation >:0
I don’t wanna go out anymore. My mom made me feel ugly this morning and now I’m late for what I’m gonna do today because I had a breakdown. Thanks Mom :)
I’m pretty sure that if I disappeared, everyone could move on easily. No one needs me. It’s less money spent. It’s less headaches. No one actually wants me. They just hang around me because they feel bad. I wish I was gone. No one needs me. Everyone can move on. I want to leave.
I want to bash my head into the wall. I want to feel a lot of pain. I feel like I’m going insane. There are so many voices inside my head that won’t shut the fuck up.