Lazarus

Cheesus crust, I am back. So, my Android phone of four years finally broke. It turned 4 this year, it broke like two months ago. I have a new phone now... I'm quite sad that it broke since I have stories in my notes there that I can no longer recover. And also, my dad is planning to fix it and giving it away....? I feel so iffy about it since it's been with me for so long and I have lots of shit there that's meant to be for my eyes only. I told him he should get it factory reset or else I'm not giving it up or I'll literally break it in half. Also, also– I have been off medication since October. Lmao, I'm back but idk yet, I have school and it's kicking me in the ass. I wanna read again. 

Classes are starting and so are the homeworks. I only have classes from 6 am to 1 pm. Bearable, but still, we lack electric fans in the room and I sweat like I ran five marathons in one sitting. 

Finally 18... Doesn't feel like it but I still consider myself as a minor. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 

Oya Oya Oya^^

I am now taking antidepressants 

Attending therapy later today! Getting the help I needed after 4 year of fighting it undiagnosed :))

Oh wait I can rant here, anyways gender is so funky and goofy. It's so confusing. I don't know if I'm Genderfluid or strictly leaning only to agender. I'm definitely a non-man, but I'm also non-woman. Very confusing. I am confusion. 

Tired of manually writing, is it not enough to think very passionately? 

I'm on Genshin Impact lately