Jasper

I've been thinking(yes I know very dangerous)
          
          But maybe I should change my user on here. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my user but at the sametime I wanna change it to what I use on other platforms so they're all the same.
          
          So what do you guys think? Should I change it to [Sleepy_Pup_Jazz]?

I'm crying. /pos
          
          Someone I see as a big sibling called me little brother twice today and they also called me buddy and that made me so happy and made me feel all fuzzy inside and that's something i really need to feel especially cuz I'm going through a rough time rn ;-;

Happy new year ya'll!
          
          
          
          I made it to 2026!
          (now I just have to survive the night full of fireworks :p)

Happy Holidays! I hope you guys have a wonderful day!

Hey haven't seen you in a while... How are you? 

Not me being gay, Trans, neurodivergent and having asthma. I really can't pick a struggle can I /silly
          
          
          
          So uh surprise I was diagnosed with asthma today! And also I'm apparently allergic to Dust mites... which means a shit ton of cleaning in my room that i’m not happy about 
          
          But yeah I'm getting two inhalers. One I got today which is just the standard rescue inhaler you expect to see and the other one I couldn't get today(I'm gonna get it tomorrow)but it's one I'm gonna have to take every morning. So fun.
          
          I mean I kinda already I knew I had asthma but now it's just confirmed and I have an actually diagnosis lol
          
          Anyway I'm just happy I can finally get the help I need and I don't have to just sit through my asthma attacks anymore ^^

Happy Halloween!!

I feel so honored rn. So I'm friends with a system ok, and apparently there is a factive of ME!! And there has been for like a month!! Which means I mattered enough to them for their brain to manifest a version of me. I literally cried when I found out. And also I've met him and he acts to much like me, it's so weird but soooooo cool! There's also a factive of a mutual friend of ours but they've only been there for about a week, I've also met them

[drops this here then flees in embarrassment]
          
          
          ‘Useless herding dog’ by Jasper
          
          
          "What a useless herding dog you are
          All you do in lie in your create
          
          Are your limbs to old and painful for your young body?
          Or are you simply to lazy to do you job
          
          Perhaps it's both
          You're in to much pain to work 
          and you don't even have the energy to even try
          
          You should still work though
          Even when you legs give out beneath you and your bark is quiet
          
          That's all you're good for after all
          Herding those your master orders you to
          
          Get up and work
          This is no place to laze around like the useless herding dog you are
          
          If you want to be lazy and useless
          Then you can go flee to where the crows roost
          And have a city person to pick you up
          
          You're clearly not meant for this world
          Your fur's to soft and your paws to fragile for this work"

Question.
          
          
          
          Is it... normal to refuse to drink out of your cup just because the straw isn't your normal one? Like it's not normal to feel it's wrong and your brains feels weird at the thought of drinking out of the 'wrong' straw.
          
          
          
          
          Totally asking for a friend not because I went hours this morning not drinking even through I was thirsty just because my mom switched out my straw with a different one because it needed to be cleaned and she didn't have enough time to do it before we had to go then went on a rant in my notes when I got home about how wrong the straw was and how it didn't feel right to drink out of it and I couldn't even bring myself to try and drink out of it... haha totally just asking for a friend