Sleepy_tired

You know what. 
          	Maybe I can be a villain after all. 
          	
          	:) 

Sleepy_tired

...Just remembered I have some lore-related things I need to write. So that break will have to wait a bit. Would do it some other time. But if I am sick already, At least I will be useful. In my own way. Since writing is good.

Sleepy_tired

I tried. I tried, cannot get the idea written. So I guess for the time being I will just write it down into points. Hopefully some other time I will be capable of writing it as a story
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Sleepy_tired

It's funny when most lore you make is hidden within the stuff you write...
          
          Even funnier if almost no one checks said things. 
          Am I gonna flip over MANY people with this?
          Oh, a bit. But then again, don't want people to have to read the long stories I write just to understand a thing or two--
          So, a few times. But not something so major they wouldn't be able to understand anything - That is too evil. 
          Will I however give hints for the future as well as fully useless information? OH HECK YEAH-

Sleepy_tired

Those times when you are writing the first chapter out of 5 chapters.
          And you already want to start the third one because you have a storyline prepared for it. 
          THIS MAKES IT REALLY DIFFICULT NOT GONNA LIE-
          also, may I mention that my goal is to have every chapter around 10 000 to 15 000 words?
          I WAS ALREADY STRUGGLING WITH  3000 LONG STORY- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          Maybe I should have stayed with just making plot for discord servers and drawing lol /hj

Sleepy_tired

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I have discovered something about myself.
          For some reason, I am unable to kill characters that I have honestly grown to...care for. That I have grown fond of playing as. 
          All of the characters that I have killed, were almost always destined to die. Thus, I never really tried to write them. Sure they have personality, some character, and a backstory. But, they usually never are as complex as all the characters I...don't plan on killing. Or, just are not as interesting ('Not interesting' characters are great too of course if anything almost everything character has something about them :)) ) in my view. 
          ...that may or may not be the reason why... I have not killed Nova thus far. Some darn part of me just does not want to or is too scared to do so. 
          I have been talking about it, spoiling it. But when it comes to action... I can't. In the latest attempt, I was online. I was there. I had every opportunity, I could have easily killed him off without anyone around. Make it a bit less painful. 
          But I couldn't. 
          Perhaps, I truly never will be able to be a villain. Nor play as one. Because I am too afraid to get rid of characters. 
          Darn, I am down bad flip. How do I wanna write stories if i cannot kill off characters I like :((

Sleepy_tired

@Sleepy_tired Or wording that may sound such way...I honestly want this to be at least somewhat okay for everyone to check out my account without getting angry, upset, etc.
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Sleepy_tired

Okay, I am sorry, but how is this offensive Wattpad... That is a genuine question, not me trying to be mean, I really wanna see what part is offensive so I never use it again.
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Sleepy_tired

Do feel free to ignore, If anything p l e a s e ignore-
          
          
          
          Roleplaying on Roblox is fun and all
          
          ..BUT WHAT DO I DO WHEN MY CHARACTER HAS GONE TO A VILLAIN ARC IN ONE RP--
          L i k e does it go over to her e n t i r e character?- Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
          
          
          -That is a joke, but gods, she went from Sunshine, Lollipops And Rainbows, happy bard elf who hates fighting to 'Government is corrupt, down with it.' elf who attacked a flipping nun and is now on the loose- 
          Like Nah. I make a nice character and people made her witness like t h r e e deaths- WHICH SOME OF THEM THOSE PEOPLE DID TO THEMSELVES- 
          I think she needs a break. Because I swear this character was meant to be a really innocent soul- but Roblox servers went Nah - 
          Gods. 
          
          (To anyone who is wondering which game for some reason it's Kingdom life II Pretty good game for roleplaying.) 
          Now, Either I will go on ahead and use Coud, or I will use Lierin. 'villain arc' or not.
          
          -sleepy

Sleepy_tired

Feel free to ignore :)
          
          
          
          
          I have flipped up a huge, enormous one. 
          Well-- Uh not as big as i make it sound, but surely a huge amount of pain for my creativity ahahaaa-- I'll just, get to the point. 
          So, today we were supposed to make goals for this half of the school year in my English class. Well, for some reason -now i realize how difficult things i picked- I decided to do these three:
          Write a story that is 3000 words long, write at least one chapter for one of your books (not on this account, might link if people were interested though), and make a puzzle :')  
          I could just cheat the system by doing all of them at once. But that seems a bit lazy. Therefore- Uhh i suppose i will write a 3000 story for this account.. (It has been a while since i got to write such long things- went out of practice a bit so this should be fun.). Then write a whole flipping chapter, and finally make a puzzle. 
          hahaa...f u n