River

I'm back on here again idk if I would write anything I took down the books I made in my younger days I'm sorry for you guys who read them ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

I'm back again-

I'm back!

Anyone want to just die because you get made fun of at school?? Because I do...

Avoiding this disaster
          Seemed impossible
          My heart is beating faster
          Fast as it can go
          'Cause I'm overthinking every word
          That was never said or heard
          Happy ever after?
          I don't think so
          
          I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
          I stare from afar in my hand-broken heart while I play pretend
          I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
          And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
          
          Am I invisible?
          Should I let it go?
          Would you ever know?
          Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
          Am I invisible?
          Will you ever see what you do to me?
          Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
          Am I invisible?
          
          Tangled up and tongue-tied
          What have I become?
          Always got you on my mind
          Got me feeling dumb
          And I'm tripping over my own feet
          And I'm mad you got the best of me
          Falling for you slowly
          From a distance
          
          I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
          I stare from afar in my hand-broken heart while I play pretend
          I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
          And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
          
          Am I invisible?
          Should I let it go? Would you ever know?
          Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
          Am I invisible?
          Will you ever see what you do to me?
          Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
          Am I invisible?
          
          I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
          And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
          
          Am I invisible?
          Should I let it go? Would you ever know?
          Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
          Am I invisible?
          Will you ever see what you do to me?
          Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
          Am I invisible?

Anyone else super depressed and want to sleep and disappear from the world??

Everywhere it's still
          
          Everything is restless in my heart
          I hate the way this feels
          Suddenly I'm scared to be apart
          The days are dark when you're not around
          The air is getting hard to breathe
          I wish that you would just put me down
          I wish that I could go to sleep
          
          Loving you is suicide
          
          I don't know should I
          go or should I stay
          I'm trying to keep myself alive
          Knowing there's a chance
          it's all too late
          But I heard you say you loved me
          That's the part I can't forget
          And I wish that you'd come save me
          Cause I'm standing over the edge
          
          
          I should let you go
          Tell myself the things I need to hear
          
          But my brain is why you're wrong
          That's why I'm loving
          you when you're not here
          Feels like I drown in your every word
          And every breath that's in between
          Somehow you got me where it really hurts
          It's killing every part of me
          
          Loving you is suicide
          
          I don't know should I
          go or should I stay
          I'm trying to keep myself alive
          Knowing there's a chance
          it's all too late
          But I heard you say you loved me
          That's the part I can't forget
          And I wish that you'd come save me
          Cause I'm standing over the edge boy
          
          Loving you is suicide
          
          And my world's about to break
          And I had as much as I can take
          And love is a long way down
          
          Loving you is suicide
          
          And it's getting harder everyday
          I'm trying to keep myself alive
          Knowing there's a chance
          it's all too late
          And I'm way past every moment
          But I'm still determined to fight
          And I know it's taking all my strength
          To give emotions alive
          Loving you is suicide

Am I really a good person?? 

Anyone want to play Minecraft with me??  

*Holds out a plate of cookies* COOKIE TIME!!