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i doubt anyone will read this but if you want an explanation then read ahead;
i'm sick of writing x reader fics and i have been since August. i have been terrified to tell people because i'm scared people will say shit because my account is pretty much dedicated to those kind of stories. My on-going stories are pretty much complete but I just haven't published the chapters because i can't stand reading my own work. it's not that i'm not proud of my writing or anything it's because i just don't like x reader stories anymore and i find them weird. idk if this is just me but i'm not tryna bash anybody here, you do you sister i won't judge but i just cringe at the thought of myself writing x reader fics because the people who i'm writing about are real people who have real lives and probably find this shit creepy as fuck. a few months ago it crossed my mind how weird these kind of stories are and i just can't write and pretend that i'm enjoying writing love stories about kpop idols. i just find this stuff a bit weird and disgusting now. if you like that kinda stuff then go ahead and like it, we all have different minds and we like different things, if you enjoy reading and writing x reader stuff then do what you enjoy so you can be happy, just do what makes you happy. if i'm being totally honest i don't even listen to kpop anymore, i literally have no clue what the hell is happening at the moment with stray kids or even bts. i apologise if you wanted me to update my stories and i apologise if this offends you, i'm just explaining why i'm not updating my books anymore and this is how i truly feel. for those who have supported me and followed and read my stories i can't thank you enough and i will appreciate you forever. as much as i want to update my lyric book i won't because i'd feel wrong doing that since i wouldn't be updating any of my other books. again, thank you everyone and i'm sorry.