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trust issues but with characters
I regret getting attached to characters because they keep dying. like because you see their little memories and backstory and stuff but like the in the next episode/or chapter THEY FUCKING DIE. EVERY SINGLE TIME. like I was attached to like kaimna from gurren lagenn, then boom he dies. then I get attached to shiro from blue exorcist, he kills himself. and rengoku. (may I need to explain?) AND THEN I got attached to a main characters sister from a book i'm reading, Tessa. absolute kind girl, a bit clingy but that's fine. BUT SHE GOT FUCKING MURDERED BY A SERIAL KILLER 'the lone survivor' AND I KID YOU NOT I WENT THROUGH THE FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF. LIKE IN DENIAL AND SHI.
LIKE IM TIRED OF GETTING BETRAYED, BACKSTABBED, DECEIVED, AND SO ON.