bitches will listen to never grow up by taylor swift then write something like this:
next summer is my last summer as a kid. i'm sixteen and already exhausted with life. i hate working but i can't wait to finish school and get a job. i open a can of peaches that will expire long after i will graduate. my mom books a doctors appointment for me and then doesn't go with me. i pay for my own gas. my location is tracked by my parents just to make sure i am where i told them i was going to be. i feel so free and so contained at the same time. i look back at my younger self with jealousy, contempt, and admiration. i picture two futures for myself- the realistic one and the one that will make me happy. i would give anything to be 9 years old again and i want to stay 16 forever. i want to have my first kiss but any sort of emotional intimacy is off the table. i want to be loved and cherished and manipulated and broken. i want to crawl into my mothers' lap and stay there forever. i want to scream at her about all the things she made me into. i want to climb into my bed and never leave. i want to be free, but i dread the responsibility that comes with it.
(its me, i'm "bitches")