Slytherin_ahoyyy

I know I haven't been active on here in literally forever but OMG GO WATCH THE BLACK PHONE RN IT'S SOOO GOOD!!!!! Im like obsessed

I know no one cares but I just need to vent rn.
          My life has been so hard recently and I just need I break, I’m always tired and I have no energy like no energy whatsoever and it’s just hard for me to get out of bed in the morning and I feel like no one understands.
          I had just made new “friends” but I realised that they are fake and I’ve had to skip lessons and hide all day at school and one time I was crying in the bathroom and this bitch just came and threw pad and tampons at me and when I asked her to stop she just started laughing at me and wouldn’t let me leave. I’ve been so behind at school that I might be getting kicked out and now I have to work extra hard or the teachers will make me leave and it’s just making me feel dumb- I’m trying my best but school is just fucking hard. I literally cannot stop eating and I hate my body so much I feel so insecure even leaving my room at all and genuinely have nothing to be happy about rn.

SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR THE RANT!!!!
          Okay guys, I am SO sorry for not updating in forever. I have just been having a really difficult time lately. I’ve been struggling to sleep and have been staying up all night then having no energy for the next day. School SUCKS and I honestly just feel like everyone hates me. Every single bit of confidence I had has just gone! I’m tired of people making fun of my hair, my teeth, my forehead, my laugh, my weight just everything. Whenever I see my “friends” at school they just completely ignore me or make fun of my teeth ( i literally started crying because my friend googled ugly human shark teeth and started laughing and saying it was me, I have been begging my parents for braces but I can’t afford them) I now just had to hide in the bathroom and cry at lunch. For the past few nights I have cried myself to sleep because I’m realising how everyone else at school have friends and are happy and I’m just lonely and no one likes me. I’ve been falling behind on my schoolwork and whenever I get something wrong in class everyone just laughs and stares at me. I am so ashamed of my side profile that I always face the opposite way so no one can see it. I just feel so fat and have stopped eating on school days because I am so ashamed. And I can barely eat a full meal. I had to go into quarantine today and I’ve been begging my mum to home school me but she says that I’m too behind on my school work. I never even want to leave my room, my sister is horrible and always calls me stupid and disgusting and laughs at me when I cry. I have lost all of my energy and I can’t be bothered to do anything anymore. This year started off great but now everything has just gone downhill.
          Sorry I just had to get that off my chest.

Hey! Thank you for reading and voting my book! I hope you read and enjoy IT! Stay safe and More updates to come. :)
          
          P.S. : i'm a slytherin myself too ;)
          
          PEACH!!!
          
          ~Rylcaphia♡

That moment when you’ve been home alone for the past two hours and have just been jamming out to 80s song in your room on full blast and then all of a sudden you’re dad just comes through the door and your like, “oh fuck!”

I have this HUGE crush on this girl in my school but I feel like she doesn’t even know I exist and I’m too scared to talk to her 

I hate being a girl  please kill me now

Ahhh OMG I can’t believe I’m meeting Millie again next year in Dortmund!!!!! 

thank you so much for all the votes and the follow ! 

Ok so I was just watching The Goonies with my sister yesterday (she hasn't seen it before) and when Mikey was using his inhaler she said ”iS He sNifFiNg dRUGs!?” I literally couldn't stop laughing
          Also apparently I'm the girl version of Mikey!