aquaphobic

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Dammit!!! I can't take it anymore!!
          Charlie I fucking miss you so much! You were like a brother to me!!!!
          I need you soo much right now..
          I can't believe I'm fucking crying while I write this.. But.. I love you dude... Obviously! But I promise I'll go and do everything you didn't get to do, okay?..
          And actually I don't even know why I write this if you aren't even gonna read it anyway...