SmallRG

I'm backkkkk! A03 is down so I had to go back to my roots  I haven't checked my notifications here in a WHILE so I'm sorry I haven't said anything lately or given updates on my last situation, uhh I do want to update that my ex-girlfriend's "mental health break" lasted for 2 weeks before she was already dating another girl. A girl that she was talking to during when we were still dating and I felt like they were flirting but I never said anything bc I felt like I was paranoid... sooo yeah I don't think I was. She denied everything and was upset that I was upset with her about but we were ok now. We were not that close anymore but we still talk so idk im over it I think, still listening to Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo on repeat tho lol. Also, I'm now obsessed with Alien Stage and Sk8 the Infinity lol. Anyway, idk how long I'll be here bc im prob going back to A03 again soon when it's back but just wanted to say hi and wanted to update! Also, I thought I would add that my mental health is doing a lot better rn and thank you to anyone worried!

SmallRG

I'm backkkkk! A03 is down so I had to go back to my roots  I haven't checked my notifications here in a WHILE so I'm sorry I haven't said anything lately or given updates on my last situation, uhh I do want to update that my ex-girlfriend's "mental health break" lasted for 2 weeks before she was already dating another girl. A girl that she was talking to during when we were still dating and I felt like they were flirting but I never said anything bc I felt like I was paranoid... sooo yeah I don't think I was. She denied everything and was upset that I was upset with her about but we were ok now. We were not that close anymore but we still talk so idk im over it I think, still listening to Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo on repeat tho lol. Also, I'm now obsessed with Alien Stage and Sk8 the Infinity lol. Anyway, idk how long I'll be here bc im prob going back to A03 again soon when it's back but just wanted to say hi and wanted to update! Also, I thought I would add that my mental health is doing a lot better rn and thank you to anyone worried!

SmallRG

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Just got broken up with. I feel like shit ✌️also sorry I've been gone for so long I sorta became an A03 refugee

SmallRG

@Pjohpdsmp25 hey I'm so sorry I didn't respond to this until now! I've been completely off of Wattpad for a while so I didn't get to see it. Im doing a lot better rn, my and my ex fought a bit bc she ended up dating another girl 2 weeks later and told me I was being over dramatic and toxic when i said it felt like she betrayed me when she said the reasoning for the break up was to take a mental health break, and also the fact that she was practically flirting with this girl while we were still dating. I don't know how her mental health is doing bc she refuses to talk to me about it anymore but yeah I'm still doing a bit better myself, for what i can tell i think shes doing better so i do now partially think it was my fault her mental health was that bad i just wish she would have conveyed that to me in a better way and made it less confusing. She and I still talk and we sort of made up but things are still distant so it's sorta eh, I've become a lot closer with some of my older childhood friends though during this so that's at least a good thing! Thank you so much though for saying that, I'm so grateful!!
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@SmallRG Girl..... we love you and just take your time nobody will rush you... i'm hear to  support you + if you wanna talk about it you can
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SmallRG

@SmallRG She said she needed a break for her mental health which i totally understand i just still feel like crap and im also worried she might be distancing herself from people on purpose bc for the past few weeks shes been doing SH none stop and wont listen to me when I tell her not to hurt herself. Might see if theres a hotline i can call for people that like aren't myself bc I seriously think she might commit soon
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SmallRG

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I'm currently reading gay wattpad stories while sitting right next to my extremely homophobic grandma as she helps make my halloween costume of Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel (she fr thinks it's from a kids/teens show and that he's a normal character not the fucking devil )