SmartGhostQueen

I am putting this song everywhere lol but this is an original that I wrote called Start To Heal
          	
          	I’m alone
          	In this hole
          	And it’s getting deeper each day
          	I am stuck
          	The walls cave in
          	And I’m pushing the ones I love away
          	I’m overwhelmed
          	But I am fine
          	You can’t see that I am hurting 
          	I wish you could see the lies
          	That I say
          	To cover up the pain
          	You don’t know that every night 
          	I lay down and I just cry
          	But that’s ok
          	Because one day
          	I’m gonna love myself
          	Without any help
          	I’m gonna be the best version of me
          	But until then I’ll just try to feel
          	And maybe in that time I will start to heal
          	Start to heal
          	I’m a mess
          	Inside
          	But you’d never know because I’ve learned how to hide
          	My emotions
          	Yeah they’re buried deep
          	Until they bubble up
          	And they explode in a heap
          	I never know
          	How to say
          	That during the day
          	I just hide my pain
          	But that’s ok
          	Because one day
          	I’m gonna love myself
          	Without any help
          	I’m gonna be the best version of me
          	But until then I’ll just try to feel
          	And maybe in that time I will start to heal
          	I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
          	But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
          	Yes I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
          	But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary 
          	Like you say this doesn’t go away with age
          	I wanna love myself
          	Without any help
          	I wanna be the best version of me
          	But right now I’m just trying to feel
          	And I think finally I am starting to heal
          	Starting to heal

SmartGhostQueen

I am putting this song everywhere lol but this is an original that I wrote called Start To Heal
          
          I’m alone
          In this hole
          And it’s getting deeper each day
          I am stuck
          The walls cave in
          And I’m pushing the ones I love away
          I’m overwhelmed
          But I am fine
          You can’t see that I am hurting 
          I wish you could see the lies
          That I say
          To cover up the pain
          You don’t know that every night 
          I lay down and I just cry
          But that’s ok
          Because one day
          I’m gonna love myself
          Without any help
          I’m gonna be the best version of me
          But until then I’ll just try to feel
          And maybe in that time I will start to heal
          Start to heal
          I’m a mess
          Inside
          But you’d never know because I’ve learned how to hide
          My emotions
          Yeah they’re buried deep
          Until they bubble up
          And they explode in a heap
          I never know
          How to say
          That during the day
          I just hide my pain
          But that’s ok
          Because one day
          I’m gonna love myself
          Without any help
          I’m gonna be the best version of me
          But until then I’ll just try to feel
          And maybe in that time I will start to heal
          I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
          But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
          Yes I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
          But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary 
          Like you say this doesn’t go away with age
          I wanna love myself
          Without any help
          I wanna be the best version of me
          But right now I’m just trying to feel
          And I think finally I am starting to heal
          Starting to heal