I am putting this song everywhere lol but this is an original that I wrote called Start To Heal
I’m alone
In this hole
And it’s getting deeper each day
I am stuck
The walls cave in
And I’m pushing the ones I love away
I’m overwhelmed
But I am fine
You can’t see that I am hurting
I wish you could see the lies
That I say
To cover up the pain
You don’t know that every night
I lay down and I just cry
But that’s ok
Because one day
I’m gonna love myself
Without any help
I’m gonna be the best version of me
But until then I’ll just try to feel
And maybe in that time I will start to heal
Start to heal
I’m a mess
Inside
But you’d never know because I’ve learned how to hide
My emotions
Yeah they’re buried deep
Until they bubble up
And they explode in a heap
I never know
How to say
That during the day
I just hide my pain
But that’s ok
Because one day
I’m gonna love myself
Without any help
I’m gonna be the best version of me
But until then I’ll just try to feel
And maybe in that time I will start to heal
I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
Yes I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
Like you say this doesn’t go away with age
I wanna love myself
Without any help
I wanna be the best version of me
But right now I’m just trying to feel
And I think finally I am starting to heal
Starting to heal
Thanks for following! Now I feel like I should actually upload the stuff I write (too insecure to do it yet) since at least someone will read it. Hahaha.
I am putting this song everywhere lol but this is an original that I wrote called Start To Heal
I’m alone
In this hole
And it’s getting deeper each day
I am stuck
The walls cave in
And I’m pushing the ones I love away
I’m overwhelmed
But I am fine
You can’t see that I am hurting
I wish you could see the lies
That I say
To cover up the pain
You don’t know that every night
I lay down and I just cry
But that’s ok
Because one day
I’m gonna love myself
Without any help
I’m gonna be the best version of me
But until then I’ll just try to feel
And maybe in that time I will start to heal
Start to heal
I’m a mess
Inside
But you’d never know because I’ve learned how to hide
My emotions
Yeah they’re buried deep
Until they bubble up
And they explode in a heap
I never know
How to say
That during the day
I just hide my pain
But that’s ok
Because one day
I’m gonna love myself
Without any help
I’m gonna be the best version of me
But until then I’ll just try to feel
And maybe in that time I will start to heal
I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
Yes I’m a teen and I’m going through some things
But that doesn’t mean this is imaginary
Like you say this doesn’t go away with age
I wanna love myself
Without any help
I wanna be the best version of me
But right now I’m just trying to feel
And I think finally I am starting to heal
Starting to heal